Megan: Welcome to Queers Next Door
Leigh: with your hosts Leigh and Megan.
M: We take the topics you care about:
L: sex, relationships, feminism, kink, social justice, and entertainment,
M: and look at them through a queer as fuck lens.
L: Find us on Instagram, Twitter, and Facebook at Queers Next Door
M: and make sure to follow the blog at queersnextdoor.com.
L: Cheers, queers!
M: Hi.
L: Hello.
M: Happy birthday!
L: Thank you!
M: It’s a big birthday.
L: It is. It is, can I say, the big 4-0? (laughs)
M: The big-
L: (laughs)
M: Isn’t that over the hill?
L: It is over the hill.
M: Or is that 50?
L: No. It’s funny ’cause I think that’s sort of shifted. But like I remember when my parents turned 40 and it was all the like Over the Hill stuff.
M: Yeah.
L: Yeah. So I’m over the hill.
M: Over the hill. How does it feel on the other side?
Both: (laugh)
L: It feels, it feels better. I felt really good about turning 30 and so I think, like, similarly I feel good about turning 40. Like my 30s were both an adventure and a serious shitshow
M: Yeah.
L: so I’m kind of glad to be done with ’em. I’m feeling pretty good.
M: Congratulations.
L: Thank you.
M: I only said that because I said it the first time and I’m trying to say the same things. So we recorded like 25 minutes
L: Yep.
M: and the whole thing shut down and I lost it all.
L: Yep.
M: So this is round two.
L: This is round two. Say what you will about all that queer astrology shit but Mercury is retrograde right now.
M: And that, this has never happened before.
L: It has never happened before.
M: And I hope it doesn’t…(knocking sound) that’s me knocking on wood.
L: Thank you. That is real wood. So we took a little Starbucks break.
M: Starbs as I like to call it (laughs)
L: Starbs. (laughs) For some dumb bitch juice, which I was just saying that – it’s so funny – there’s a group called Girl Cult and they make, they’re making mugs that say Dumb Bitch Juice and that, for whatever reason, makes me laugh, so
M: Yeah.
L: I’m drinkin’ my… I was either gonna say that or go go juice.
M: Uh huh.
L: Did you ever watch Honey Boo Boo?
M: No.
L: I’m sorry that this is where we’re going. But they would give… You know, it’s the girls that do the beauty pageant bullshit
M: Uh huh.
L: and I think they would give her something like Mountain Dew and something else and they called it her go go juice
M: Oh my god.
L: which is just a fucking nightmare, but okay.
M: And now we can say the thing we were just laughing at. There was a meme – we’ll have to post it – that says “I’m a sad bitch…” What was it?
L: It’s like
M: “Sad bitch moon.” “Or sad bitch sun, dumb bitch moon, and bad bitch rising.”
Both: (laugh)
L: Yes, and then it had a little, they make little Pusheen, like, horoscope ones it was, it ways, that, it, yeah, that I found too, so, it’s very cute.
M: Yes.
L: Okay.
M: So what are you doing to take care of yourself?
L: What am I doing to take of myself? So I tend to get…like I was just saying I feel good about my birthday but I tend to get kinda sad and like melancholy, existential dread around my birthday. And I’m feeling better this year than I do most years but I’m also, like, I feel like in a lot of therapy work I’m doing over like the last few years, I’m not a big, like, plan ahead person, so my like date in the not-too-distant future was always 40, you know, kind of like this, I really hope that, like, not career wise but just like I really hope that by 40, like, you know, my living situation and my relationship and relationships and all of that, just like feel really, like secure and everything calms down. And that’s not happening. (laughs)
M: Yeah.
L: But that’s okay.
M: Eegh.
L: And so I did a little, I did a question on just my personal Instagram that was like, “What do you do if your birthdays have you feeling melancholy?” One person suggested that I do a gratitude journal, or journaling, and I think that’s an amazing idea. That’s something I used to that more regularly and I want to bring back the gratitude practice. I think that’ll come up a little in what we talk about later, so, the other is, my good friend… You know what? I will make sure that they’re okay with their name and stuff being on here, but if they are, then I will link to them through our – what’s it called – social media. But either way. My friend did an Akashic Records reading for me in January, which is kind of, like, they’re also like a reiki energy healer. And so Akashic Records are sort of like what the universe is trying to tell you about what’s already been decided, like, there’s no time, or whatever. It was really neat and they suggested for my birthday that maybe I go back and listen to and it and like maybe pull some nuggets out. So when I was taking a bath this morning I listened to it. And it was really, it was nice to hear some just like encouraging things I want to remember and also helpful to hear that there are some things I feel like are still stressing me out and that like maybe it’s a good sign like that it’s really time to let some of those go.
M: Yeah.
L: So yeah.
M: I wanna do that. That sounds really awesome.
L: Yeah. So yeah, if they’re down for it I will link so anyone can do it. But I will definitely get you in touch with them too because it’s really rad. Megan, what have you been doing to take care of yourself this week or two?
M: I went to my psychiatrist.
L: Okay.
M: I always get mixed up with that one.
L: I know.
M: Psychiatrist that I’ve been supposed to see for about three months now.
L: Mmhm.
M: And I got a new diagnosis, which was surprising to me.
L: Yeah.
M: It is Bipolar II.
L: Okay.
M: And so now I’m taking medication for the first time in about ten years and tomorrow will be three weeks.
L: Okay.
M: So I’m not…sure.
L: You’re still in that, like, figuring out the dosage, figuring out how it affects your body kind of window, right?
M: Yes.
L: Okay.
M: And I’m not. I haven’t taken it all the way that I should.
L: Mmhm.
M: I’ve only taken the Prozac every day
L: Mmhm.
M: and the other, there’s like a mood stabilizer and a sleep thing that I’ve been really shitty at taking.
L: Okay.
M: So I’m gonna talk to her tomorrow when I see her about that. But it just kind of threw me for a loop because my dad is bipolar
L: Mmhm.
M: and that’s like the one thing everyone has always said about him is like, everything is because of him being bipolar.
L: Sure.
M: So I kind of had like this weird shame feeling
L: Aw.
M: for having that.
L: Yeah.
M: And I almost felt like embarrassed to say it. ‘Cause afterwards, you know, I think I texted you pretty soon
L: Yeah, yeah.
M: and then there were a few other people who knew that that was gonna, that knew I was going to my appointment.
L: Right.
M: And what I always expect is what always happens.
L: I was gonna say, what did you expect to hear from the psychiatrist?
M: I expected them to say you have depression, anxiety, PTSD,
L: Mmhm.
M: insomnia, agoraphobia, which she did say all of those things, just plus bipolar. (laughs)
L: Mmhm.
M: But it was also comforting in a weird way because some of the things that I had been really struggling with, like everything feels like it’s shifted. I almost said shitted. (laughs) Everything feels like it started shitting this year. (laughs)
L: I mean, that’s fair. Accurate.
M: And it’s just different. Like I knew maybe the PTSD was starting to wear off
L: Uh huh.
M: or affect me differently because that’s mostly happened from my mom’s murder
L: Sure.
M: and now time is passing so maybe my depression has taken over more of that. But she said that a lot of times women my age experience like a lot of symptoms for bipolar
L: Yep.
M: at this age, so…
L: I’ve heard that too. It’s a fairly, like, normal or typical age to be diagnosed is a little bit later.
M: Yeah.
L: Right? I know two other women like who’ve recently talked about recent diagnoses of bipolar II.
M: Yeah.
L: So, yeah.
M: And it was, it made me feel shame. It made me comforted to know that that’s what’s happening and just, like, lots of feelings.
L: Yeah, sure.
M: And I’m excited about the medication, although I think…people who have listened from episode one, I talked a lot about also not wanting medication
L: Yeah.
M: for shame reasons and other things and it’s never been about others. I think it’s wonderful when people take medication. But for some reason for myself, it was like, “No, don’t do it.”
L: Yeah.
M: So I’m excited to see in like three more weeks when they say that it really should either be helping me or maybe time to try something else.
L: Yeah.
M: I’m excited about that. And other updates, my partner, K, that I’ve talked a lot about as either my primary or nesting partner, we’re like transitioning into a different phase of our relationship.
L: Yeah.
M: So it feels weird to feel like single again.
L: Yeah. Of course.
M: But I’m such a teenager in my brain that I’m also like, “Wooooo!”
L: Mmhm.
M: but also really sad
L: Yeah.
M: because transitions are hard.
L: They are.
M: And I’m gonna be moving.
L: Because, have you been living together for most of your relationship?
M: Yes.
L: Yeah. That’s a big change.
M: Literally from day one of her asking me to be her girlfriend, we moved in together.
L: Okay.
M: But (laughs) yeah.
L: That’s real gay.
M: Real gay. We did the whole Uhaul thing, but also
L: Totally,
M: because I was living in Long Beach and working in Orange County.
L: Yep.
M: And she lived in Orange County so it was like, let’s do it, makes sense.
L: Of course.
M: I can be close to work.
L: Mmhm.
M: There were lots of reasons. And it’s gonna be a big change. And I hope that we can stay in each other’s life.
L: Yeah.
M: And I love her very much and it’s sad. But I’m also excited to be on my own again.
L: Yeah.
M: And hopefully I’ll move closer to you
L: Yay!
M: because then we can do more because we only record every like month (laughs) it seems like.
L: We like…(laughs) In our defense again, we both have mental health challenges and we live very far away from each other.
M: Yes.
L: And Megan always has to drive to me because she has 45 pets.
Both: (laugh)
M: Well, this is true.
L: So the bonus piece of information is my allergies are calming way down and I’m addressing like the root and the psychosomatic part of it but I don’t know that any of that can fight through
M: Mmhm.
L: the number of pets you have unfortunately.
M: Yeah.
L: They seem real cute though.
M: They are. And I won’t be living with them,
L: Yeah.
M: definitely not with all of them anymore, but for now, none of them.
L: Okay.
M: So we’ll see. That’s gonna be another hard thing.
L: Yeah, sure.
M: I’m dating someone new, which feels (sighs) weird to feel like super excited and NRE or NDE, New Dating Energy.
L: I was like, “Wait, what? New Dick Energy?”
M: New Dom Energy. (laughs)
L: See, I did it again.
M: No, but she’s not Domming me…yet.
Both: (laugh)
M: It feels weird to have like that high
L: Of course.
M: of fun, great feelings and then the low of like, ugh, breakup and transition and
L: I totally get it.
M: But yeah, that’s life, right? Like
L: Yeah.
M: we’re always on a roller coaster it seems like, so,
L: Yeah.
M: which is kind of what we’re gonna talk about.
L: Yeah. So, first we had asked if any of our listeners had any questions and we got a really great one, kind of on the same track, like we’ve been talking about our own relationships a little bit, but we haven’t talked as much about like polyamory in general, especially like queer polyamory, although there’s not that much of a difference. And we, did you want to read it? We got a message from, yeah, on Instagram, from one of our listeners. We thought we’d talk about it.
M: It says,
“Hi. Love your podcast and Insta. I’m a 27 year old cis female lesbian. I have been recently dating poly women whose primary partners are men. I really enjoy maintaining my independence while sharing my life with another female. Nonmonog has been new for me but feels so natural. What protective factors can you suggest for a person who finds themself more often than not being a secondary partner wanting more from someone who has a primary? I would love to hear more about secondary partners in poly relationships as there isn’t much dialogue or talk about us. You’re welcome to use my name, which is Sabrina.”
M: Hi Sabrina.
L: Hi Sabrina. Thank you. This is a really good question. The first thing I want to say, because I don’t think there is a ton written about this, is I do want to reference the book and website I’ve referenced before, which is called More Than Two. There is a like bill of rights for secondary partners or Secondary Partners’ Bill of Rights. Sorry, my phone is buzzing at me. Stooop. Okay. And I think it’s good. So we’ll link to it in the show notes. But caveat I give before, which I will give again, is that one of the authors, Franklin Veaux, has been accused of some, I think, like emotional abuse in past relationships and we think that sucks and we’re super understanding if you don’t want to support him. I think using the website reference might feel better because then you’re not giving money and also he worked for a long time with a female partner and she wrote the book with him. So I feel like let’s not punish her too. Her name was Eve, is Eve, so, yeah. So we’ll link to that. So that’s one place that it’s been kind of written about. But then also…Do you want to say anything or do you want me to just keep going (laughs)
M: Well, even though we’re like, we’re kind of repeating ourselves, the thing that this brought up for me last time was that I was wondering if she knows the term solo polyamory
L: Mmhm.
M: or if she is solo polyamorus. And the way that it’s been described to me that has helped me, because I love labels, and that helps me to like get things, is I’ve dated people who are solo poly and they consider themselves to be their own primary partner.
L: I love that.
M: And it makes sense. They want to live by themselves. They don’t want to move in or to like be joined financially
L: Yeah.
M: with a partner. So that’s just helped me make sense of it. And there’s also a really great group on Facebook about solo polyamory, and a book, called Stepping Off the Relationship Escalator, by Amy Gahran,
L: Awesome.
M: which I’ll link to. Because my thought, when reading that e-mail was, even if she’s not sure if she’s solo poly, that there’s a ton of threads that people ask questions and you can like read other people’s perspectives or how they think about it. And that book is a really good book for anyone who is nonmonogamous.
L: Awesome. Yeah, I haven’t read that yet but I’ve definitely heard of it. The other thing I was thinking is like maybe do like a quick definition of terms because
M: Mmhm.
L: there are so many different ways to do polyamory. So it looks like Sabrina’s talking about mostly meeting people who are in like, hierarchical relationships, which can look a lot of different ways. Sometimes relationships just are kind of descriptively hierarchical or just look that way because, you know, you live together, you’re raising a kid together, you’re married, you’ve been together for 20 years, but there may not be that built-in hierarchy. Like that’s kind of what my partner and I do. We practice like a nonhierarchical kind of polyamory, which is that we can have relationships with others that can be as serious as the relationship we have with each other and as entwined. But we also acknowledge that there is a lot of, like, she’s not just my partner. She’s my family. She co-parents with me, etc. Sounds like what’s…Sabrina, the people that you’re meeting are more in maybe the kind of hierarchical relationships where one person does come first, you know, so, that looks different for everybody. Some people have a lot of rules, especially if they’re recently, or have recently, opened up a relationship from a prior monogamous relationship. That’s when people feel the most scared. And when people feel the most scared, they have the most rules. So I think I would ask myself two questions. The first being, like, “Do you want to be a secondary partner?” and defining secondary partner by your in a relationship with somebody in a hierarchical and you are not the primary. So you’re a satellite, tertiary, secondary partner. For some people, that’s great. So like but making sure that, like, if you’re always wanting more, is what you want a primary partner or a more serious partner? ‘Cause that’s okay. And then the other question I would ask…I just blanked. My brain just did that thing where it like was on track…
Both: (laugh)
L: and then it fell off the track. Let’s see if we can come back around to…
M: Well, we had said about, you know, you mentioned asking for what you want
L: Yeah.
M: and if you don’t get it that you can say, “No thank you.”
L: Yeah, so I think that, yeah, so I guess the other question is also, maybe it’s not exactly a question, but knowing upfront what the rules or agreements or expectations are, because there is nothing wrong with wanting more. And you have every right to ask for what you want in a relationship. In the same way that the person you ask might have to tell you, like, “No. I can’t do that.”
M: Mmhm.
L: And that’s okay too. And it’s hard to ask for something and it’s hard to hear no.
M: And it’s hard to say no for people like me
L: And it’s hard to say no. Absolutely.
M: and I’m sure you too because I think we’re similar in that.
L: Yep. But if you’ve noticed some patterns that don’t feel okay, that what you’re secondary kind of relationships look like are not just the positive sides of it, which is like freedom and independence, but more like not getting needs met, then maybe there’s people, whether they’re hierarchical or not, that would be a better fit for you. Or maybe you’re looking for something different. Or maybe it’s just as simple as asking the people you’re with what they do have to offer and don’t.
M: Mmhm.
L: And I think, you know, going forward, maybe, it’s sort of hard early in a relationship to like ask a whole bunch of questions, but I think especially in nonmonogamy, I think it’s okay like really early on to be like, “Hey. I see you have a primary partner. What exactly, like, what does polyamory look like for you guys?”
M: Mmhm.
L: You know? Rather than like, “What am I allowed to do?” or “What am I…” Like, “What does it look like?” Or, “What kind of time or emotional energy do you have available?” And that can sometimes save some heartbreak.
M: Yeah. Yeah and don’t do what I do and just put up with it even when you don’t want to
L: Yep.
M: because you will just hurt yourself more, which I did with two really big intense breakups last year at this time, (laughs) which I thought I would never recover from.
L: Yeah.
M: And the whole time I knew that it was not gonna work. But I just, I’ve worked on that in therapy, why I feel like I need to take whatever I can get from people
L: Yep.
M: and why maybe deep down that feels a little safer than the unknown,
L: Yeah.
M: Which is a whole big mindfuck in itself.
L: No. It totally is.
M: But yes. Don’t do that.
L: Don’t do that. Don’t fuck yourself. (laughs)
M: Don’t be like me.
Both: (laugh)
M: I love fucking myself. (laughs)
L: Do fuck yourself. But only in a nice way or, you know, whatever.
M: Well I always say I’m an emotional masochist so
L: Sure.
M: it kind of makes sense that I’m like, “Ooooh. This could hurt. Let’s try it.”
L: Yep.
M: It’s not good. I’m not doing it anymore. No more of that.
L: No more.
M: “It’s six months ’til 2020. Don’t let anyone waste your time.” That’s the meme I keep seeing.
L: Yeah. What’s the other one that I’ve seen, was the, “We’re not accepting apologies anymore, only changed behavior.”
M: Mmhm.
L: That one I’ve just like…that’s been the thing that I’ve held to, like, a whole lot, as a person who over apologizes,
M: Yeah.
L: like both taking it from other people and also being like, “I have to stop apologizing and start, you know, acting better.” (laughs)
M: Yeah.
L: Yeah. Okay. Well, thank you Sabrina. That was a great question.
M: Yeah.
L: If any of our followers or listeners have been in that kind of polyamorous relationship and have any advice, let us know. We’ll share it.
M: And don’t forget you can ask us things.
L: Yes.
M: We might not be able to answer all of them but we will definitely try.
L: We will. So…
M: Okay.
L: Want me to introduce? Oh, are we back?
M: Yeah. We’re back. Hi.
Both: We’re back.
M: (laughs) We’re back.
L: Where are we back from? (laughs)
M: We’re back from a break you didn’t know we took.
L: Time is a construct.
M: (laughs)
L: Were we gone forever? Were we gone for four seconds? You’ll never know. So I found this thing on Instagram that I really liked and I thought maybe we would talk about it. It was a midyear reflection questions and this is via @lisaoliveratherapy. And that’s also their Instagram handle if you wanted to check that out. So it is midyear,
M: It is.
L: which, you know, I’ve never really like thought about that my birthday is almost directly midyear, like, it just, I don’t know. So there’s kind of…for me, there are two ways to look at the year. There’s like the calendar year and then there’s the birthday year. And it’s been a, I don’t know, it’s been kind of a shitshow, so I want to look at like my year starting right now and I’m gonna do that. But let’s look at the first half of 2019. So, the first question on here is, “How has 2019 been for you so far?”
M: Fuckery.
L: Word.
M: So many things have changed and I just thought this year was gonna be so much different
L: Mmhm.
M: than it is. It’s not been bad. It’s not been good. Some of it’s been bad, but
Both: (laugh)
L: Yeah.
M: there’s just been good and bad.
L: Yeah, yeah.
M: It’s just been equally, just wild.
L: Yeah.
M: How ’bout for you?
L: Hmm, I think there’s been, like, a lot of transitions in the last six months because it’s been a really rough twelve months. But the last six months especially, I think with my living situation and my core relationship and my health, all of those things are moving into a better like more steady or solid kind of space. It’s always good not to have expectations, but I think I thought they would be there before, so, or we would already be there, whatever “there” is. So there’s been just a lot of transitions. It’s felt really transitional, more than other parts of my life.
M: Yeah.
L: What’s the next question. I lost it. Oh, “What are you learning and unlearning?”
M: (sighs) I am learning that the only constant is change,
L: Yep.
M: which we talked more about the first time we recorded this, but it’s fine, ’cause I think everyone understands
Both: (laugh)
M: that, very well,
L: Yes.
M: and unlearning, I’m unlearning to put so much weight on what others think of me.
L: Yeah.
M: That has been…like, I feel like that last three or so years, like, since getting into sex work and like totally changing my life.
L: Yep.
M: It’s been four years now actually.
L: Oh wow. Mmhm.
M: Since, like, getting a divorce, sex work, just everything changing. Of course I had to start to let go of people’s opinions on me, but it’s really, like, cementing right now, getting to the place where it’s just like, hey, everyone in my life knows a lot about me now and so I’m the place where I’m pretty much only surrounded by people who are supportive or I’m not close with people anymore and I’m just, like, used to it now,
L: Yeah.
M: the family that I don’t talk to anymore, the people that are not in my life that I used to be really sad about. I’m just getting to that place of acceptance.
L: Yep.
M: So, I guess that’s a good thing.
L: No. It’s a great thing.
M: What about for you?
L: Well, you know you said acceptance, and I think that’s something that I’m learning and still trying to learn, is acceptance and not being attached to the outcome
M: Mmhm.
L: of things, like, that things don’t have to look exactly how I think they’re going to look, or should look, but like letting go of the “shoulds.” And what I’m unlearning is, I would say I’m unlearning codependency and, like
M: Ooooh.
L: and shitty coping strategies.
M: That’s good.
L: And that’s a hard one. But as…I didn’t want to talk about this too much because I’m still in a bit of a holding pattern, but it seems that my chemical menopause is successful and I’m not experiencing PMDD symptoms. We’ll see. We’ll check in next time. But what that means is my brain’s not in constant trauma. So I am, I’ve been reacting, just reactive in general, and reacting out of kind of this fight or flight place and this like intense, like physical, anxiety place. And so I’m really trying to, like, I think for a while like all I could do was try to survive. So I’m trying to move from surviving to thriving. It’s a process.
M: Yeah. And it’s a hard one.
L: It is. It really, really is. It feels achie- not achievable, like, I don’t think I’ll ever get there a hundred percent. But it feels like a possibility in a way that maybe it didn’t before.
M: Mmhm.
L: So that feels really good. “What have you let go of that has lightened the load?”
M: Ooo. Gosh. That was a weird sound ’cause I don’t know.
L: Yeah. It’s okay if you don’t know for all of ’em.
M: I don’t know. Yeah, I don’t know what I’ve…I guess, one of the things that comes up is fear. And I haven’t totally go of that, and I mean, how could we ever truly? But there’s been a lot of fear about new things that this year I’ve really let go of and it’s led me here, which is scary, because like now my relationship…
(thudding sound)
M: Oh, you hit your head again!
L: I did it. Let me interrupt your serious moment
M: (laughs)
L: to hit my head.
M: No. One of us always has to do it.
L: Yep.
M: It’s just led me here to this place where I was afraid of being, like, you know, being single again,
L: Yeah.
M: taking medication,
L: Totally.
M: moving to a new area, like things that I think maybe I would’ve wanted but I’m afraid of. And now I’m just at this place where I’m like, “Just go into it.” You know? “Go into the fear and see what happens.”
L: Yeah. That’s awesome.
(Commercial starts)
Person 1: On a night like another other night, we were on vacation from Christmas, so the week between Christmas and New Year’s.
Person 2: My parents were followers of the Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, who is was then known as the Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, currently known as Osho even though he’s been dead since the `80s.
Megan: And then I heard the noises again and I looked again but this time I could hear footsteps, like someone was definitely coming in.
Person 1: And when I walked into the bedroom I noticed that Andre’s side of the bedsheets were pulled down, but he wasn’t in the bed.
Person 2: I wouldn’t say we were a doomsday cult per se.
Megan: But when the door opened, it opened like, like from a horror movie. It was like slooow and creaky and then she held the knife over her head.
Person 2: I think when you get to a certain point where you’re either putting a tinfoil hat on
Person 1 (overlapping): Each time it got a little bit worse because I stayed and he made me feel like
Dick: Welcome to Being There, the podcast devoted to exploring the extraordinary aspects of everyday people’s lives. I’m Dick.
Kelly: And I’m Kelly, and you can find us on iTunes, Spotify, Stitcher, and all other major podcast apps. You can also follow us on our social media; Facebook, Instagram, or Twitter at BeingTherePod
(various overlapping voices telling stories)
(commercial ends)
M: This feels like New Years of something.
L: I know. I like it.
M: (laughs)
L: I like having, like, a new, like a, it’s a reset.
M: Yeah.
L: I guess, let me answer that too. What have I let go of that has lightened the load? This is sort of like, ’cause like, so as not to be repetitive… This is sort of like a different way of looking, like a different thing that came to mind. It’s like, I feel like I’ve let go of some family bullshit.
M: Mmhm.
L: I am in a place where I have a perfectly okay relationship with the members of my immediate family but I don’t feel like super stressed, like I’m, like, I don’t know. I have a lot less contact with them, and that just feels really healthy. And when I do see them, it’s in small doses, and it doesn’t give me that, like, pit in my stomach that I think was always there. You know, some shit’s happened over the last few years, but that’s been there kind of my whole life.
M: Mmhm.
L: So, yeah, I’m kind of letting go of like my family’s expectations and also just like, their fuckin’ drama. Like
M: Mmhm.
L: I’m like, what’s that, “Not everything you carry is yours to hold.” And I think I’m kind of tired of holding a lot of their stuff.
M: Well that’s good. That’s another big one to unpack, family shit.
L: Right? That could be a whole episode except I don’t want it to be.
Both: (laugh)
L: How have you cared for and nourished yourself?
M: One of the things I’ve done this year is move more in ways that feel good for me, like I’m not forcing myself to do things anymore, like yoga,
L: Yep.
M: even though I still like it every once in a while. But just walking, like getting outside and walking
L: Yes.
M: to places that I need to go, that feels really good. And it’s nice to like be out in the sunshine ’cause one of the things I think I struggled with most last year was like working from home and constantly feeling like I’m just like cooped up in the room
L: Mmhm.
M: and not being outside in the world. And walking around like Long Beach has been really fun for me.
L: Yeah.
M: Just trying to, like, instead of just getting in my car, looking at the Map Quest, or… Is that even a thing anymore.
L: Aww.
M: (laughs)
L: Did you say Map Quest? Are you turning 40? (laughs)
M: Someone made fun of my yesterday for having an AOL e-mail.
L: That’s hilarious.
M: The person I’m dating was like, “Are you talking about Americal Online?” (laughs)
L: Do you have the little disc? Awww. Bless your heart.
M: She was like, “Do you have 20 hours free on that disc?”
L: (laughs)
M: And when I log on, it says, “You’ve got mail.”
L: Does it?
M: I love it. It makes me happy.
L: Okay, that’s charming.
M: You know you can change that? You can change it to other people’s voices too.
L: I don’t do sounds. I don’t like anything to have sounds. (laughs)
M: Oh. Okay. (laughs)
L: I turn the sound off of everything.
M: How did we get here? What was I talking about? (laughs)
L: You were Map Questing.
M: Oh! Oh!
L: You were printing out directions on Map Quest.
M: I was Map Questing. Instead of just looking at driving, I look at the walking part
L: Awesome.
M: and think like, “Can I walk this 30 minute walk to get here instead of just driving for five minutes and most of the time I can, depending on…and I feel better.
L: That’s great.
M: I feel like it clears my mind so I want to do more of that. I wanna like keep walking more and just not only walk to get places but to enjoy outside.
L: That’s awesome.
M: Is that a good one?
L: You know, I think I’ve been trying to, and this has been pretty recent, maybe just even in the last month, but, similarly, trying to figure out like what are the ways to be in my body and move my body without giving myself a lot of pressure to like have an exercise routine ’cause like it’s just not happening right now. (laughs) So I’ve been walking some more and I’d like to continue to do that. Like that’s what I told my little family I wanna do tonight for my birthday is take a walk
M: Awww.
L: and play some board games.
M: That’s good.
L: And the other thing I’ve been doing is, and this is very recent but is trying to go out dancing. I don’t stay out super late (laughs) and I don’t drink. But I am having, I’m finding with this menopause PMDD thing that I’m having a little more energy. So I’ve gone out a few times. I also notice that moving really helps my social anxiety. So I’ve gone out like to karaoke. I don’t sing but I dance along. I’ve gone to…I went to a queer dance party on Friday. My partner and I went to a concert in San Francisco and danced. And I’m just realizing like how good that is for my entire body. And so I think that that’s a good way to nourish myself and I wanna keep that up
M: Yeah.
L: going into…
M: Dancing sounds fun. I wanna go one time.
L: Let’s go. We should do it.
M: I’m not a good dancer.
L: It doesn’t matter. I’m not either. I still dance like a person who drinks so I have to have a drink in my hand when I dance.
M: (laughs)
L: So it’s like nonalcoholic now but I like only know how to dance with one hand. Yeah.
M: (laughs)
L: Yeah. It’s awkward.
M: Alright. Do you want me to read the next one?
L: Oh. I can read it. We can go back and forth. So this is a two-parter. What has brought you the most joy and the most challenge?
M: (sighs) The most joy? The first thing that comes to mind, it’s really interesting, is I’ve reconnected with my grandparents,
L: That’s nice.
M: who, we have some political differences.
L: Yep.
M: But a lot of stuff has been going on that has made me do different things, like stay with different people this year.
L: Yeah.
M: And so it’s been nice and I’ve had to see my dad and I’ve seen my little brother and family that I’m just, that I sometimes won’t see unless it’s like a holiday and that I wouldn’t talk to a lot, not because I’m trying not to but just because life is like that. And it’s been nice to be there. And a lot of people would say, like just, give up on your family if they have these views, like
L: Sure.
M: maybe supporting Trump, which I’m not even sure how much they still do. We don’t talk about it.
L: Yeah, I feel like that’s best (laughs)
M: It’s just like off-limits.
L: in some situations. Yep.
M: But then I think about, you know, like my mom died and I’m not close with my dad and it’s nice to have some family
L: Mmhm.
M: and so just being in the moment with them.
L: Yeah.
M: And I’ll be there drinking wine with my nana and laughing or talking. She’ll…something will happen with…I realized that she still has the couches that she’s had since my mom was alive
L: Awww.
M: so I had this weird moment where I was sleeping on the couch and I was like, “My mom has like sat on these couches.”
L: Yeah.
M: And it’s so weird because I don’t have anything that really ties me to that anymore.
L: Sure.
M: So just being there, like if I didn’t spend so much time this year at her place I probably wouldn’t have even thought of it.
L: Yeah.
M: And there’s the thing that my nana, I mean my mom bought for my nana for Mother’s Day the year she died
L: Mmhm.
M: and she still has it out on her, above her sink.
L: Yeah.
M: And it just made me realize that like everyone has grieved for my mom,
L: Yeah.
M: not just me and maybe me getting older is helping me to be aware of that too, but just the little things like that. It’s brought me a lot of joy. It’s sad but it also makes me happy.
L: Totally. I think that’s lovely.
M: How ’bout you?
L: And the challenge?
M: Challenge, definitely poly stuff with me and K was super challenging this year
L: Yep.
M: and now we are like in this place where we’re not together, whatever that means, right now. And that has, is something that I’ll have to keep reflecting on, which I talked to you privately about, and it’s a lot of feelings, like I don’t know. It was really challenging and I’m not sure if, like I’m not sure why I have not been able to be successful in us having multiple partners.
L: Yeah.
M: It’s never worked. It’s just, as soon as it happens, shit goes bad, and everything goes downhill.
L: Yeah.
M: So I’m not sure what that means. But that has been challenging and it’s something that I’ve totally been like I’m, I believe in this, I see the benefits of it, and then as soon as it happens, I’m just like, “Nope. I can’t.”
L: Yeah.
M: So I don’t know what that means yet.
L: That’s okay.
M: What about for you?
L: You know, the thing that has brought me the most just kind of like pure joy has been my kiddo.
M: Mmhm.
L: We’ve had, (laughs) I think I said this in the first version of this and not the second one, but we’ve had some challenges, you know, parenting’s hard occasionally, predominantly, I don’t know how to explain, single parenting. (laughs) I’m sometimes not sure what level of a single parent I am ’cause I have a lot of other co-parents but I also do a lot of the parenting by myself. (sighs) Has been challenging, but she’s just, she’s become really cool. (laughs) She’s like a really great reader. She has really interesting like ways of looking at things. I’m finding out that she’s maybe gonna be a Murderino.
M: (laughs)
L: She’s way too young for me to talk to about any of that stuff but she did ask me if we could play like mystery games where we do like a, we kind of tell a story like in a D and D kind of way, except that my brain can’t do D and D stuff
M: Mmhm.
L: Because I’m just like, I have no like, I have like no fantasy imagination. I’m just like, “I don’t know. I’m invisible” or something.
M: (laughs)
L: My partner is much better with that kind of like creative imagination play, which is great. But then I noticed that my kiddo like really like the idea of a mystery and that is where I have all my information. So she was like in the car one time, was like, “Can we play murder mystery?” And I was like, “What does that mean?” (laughs)
M: Wow.
L: I don’t think I want to have somebody die. And she was like…I was like, “I don’t even know where you’ve heard that.” But she just wants, she just likes the clues.
M: Mmhm.
L: So we had like, so we talked through a whole scenario were like someone kidnapped. And we were doing things like, “What was the last thing they said?” And she’d be like, “Prepare the interrogation room!” And like
M: Oh my goodness! (laughs)
L: I have no idea what she’s been watching, which is another thing, but like it doesn’t scare her because we don’t talk about like upsetting parts of it.
M: Yeah.
L: It’s just like really exciting for her to like solve problems and I don’t know, it’s really fun.
M: There’s that board game Clue. Have you played that?
L: Yes. So we haven’t-
M: I used to love that game.
L: I haven’t played Clue with her yet. I was thinking about having her watch Clue.
M: Yeah.
L: She watched the trailer and wasn’t that into it, because, I mean, it’s really old for her.
M: It is.
L: But we have a game called Cat Crimes (laughs) where you like solve a mystery of like what the cat like, it’s like, “The goldfish has been eaten. This cat was sitting here and this cat was two across from this.” And you have to like solve the problem,
M: That’s cool.
L: and she’s way better at it than me, so, that was a long way of saying my kiddo brings me a lot of joy. She’s super smart and funny and really growing up to be like pretty rad and I enjoy getting to witness that.
M: She really is ’cause over the last year I’ve spent a lot more time with you and her
L: Mmhm.
M: and it’s been fun.
L: Yeah.
M: She’s very sweet and lively.
L: Yeah. She’s a good one.
M: And what about challenges?
L: I’d have to, I mean, similar to you, I’d have to say my relationship, not my partner, but my relationship.
M: This has been a year, huh?
L: It has! And it’s funny because my partner really is in that joy
M: Mmhm.
L: category too. Like she’s brought me a lot of joy but our relationship, the structure and the change and the work that we’ve had to put in, both together and apart, has all, is all leading to a good place. But it’s been really, really fucking challenging.
M: Mmhm.
L: We may have been on a break the last time we talked and so we are no longer on a break. But, it’s, I don’t know, I’ve never had anybody willing to do this much work and I love her for that and I feel really good about that, but it’s been really challenging.
M: Yeah.
L: Yeah. But, you know, the other thing that’s interesting is this is my second longest relationship ever, you know. My first longest was my marriage and that was really bad.
M: Mmhm.
L: And that was a lot of like emotional trauma and so I don’t know what it looks like to be in a long term relationship and so…
M: Same.
L: So we’re growing though that and figuring that out, having a relationship that…We’ve both been in long term relationships but we’ve been in long term marriages. So like what does a long term polyamorous but committed but freedom relationship look like and I, yeah, I’m not sure we totally know yet, but
M: I just had that same realization that my marriage was my longest and then me and K were my second longest.
L: Yep.
M: So now it’s changing again and I’m just like, “Oh, god.” But yeah.
L: It’s, yeah. It’s been…I’ve seen a lot of like…I feel like I’ve seen a lot of long term couples break up recently and maybe that’s
M: Mmhm.
L: like, maybe that’s confirmation bias. But it does seem like there’s been like a lot of transitions in relationships
M: Yes.
L: lately. Okay, what do you want to cultivate in the second half of 2019?
M: Well, it’s the same word as, from the other questions, but joy. I love that word. I just love joy.
L: Yeah.
M: I don’t want to be so stuck all the time.
L: Can we just both say joy and
M: Yes.
L: move on, ’cause like I totally agree.
M: Yeah.
L: It’s been a lot of struggle.
M: Short and sweet. Joy.
L: I, yeah, I want less struggle, more joy. I saw a quote the other day, that, look at me. I’m like, “Can we make it short?” Now I’m gonna quote something.
Both: (laugh)
L: It’s not the same ’cause kindness is the other word that’s always really big for me
M: Yeah.
L: about like cultivating.
M: Yeah.
L: And I read a thing that I just keep thinking of. It’s from the writer Anne Lamott, and it’s, “You can either practice being right or you practice being kind.” And like, that’s a, I don’t know. That’s a good one.
M: It is.
L: How can you tend to yourself with more compassion?
M: One of the feelings that I’ve had a lot from dating someone new recently is, it’s really hard for me to accept it, if she likes me or if she likes the way I look,
L: Mm.
M: I have like this doubt that’s like, “Oh, no. That can’t be true.”
L: Mm.
M: And I think it’s just wasting the good feelings, right? Like I
L: Sure.
M: could just be like, “Hey. That’s how I feel too.” And I can look at someone and be like, “Wow. They’re so attractive and I’m so happy. You know?” So why can’t I accept that from someone else? And certain things trigger it more than others and one being people who are way thinner than me.
L: Okay.
M: And most of the time I’m pretty body-positive, whatever, I’m confident. I don’t really have too many hang-ups about that, but there is something. I think from my past that really triggers that and so I’m trying to work through that because I just hate wasting my time that way. Like it’s the summertime, it’s hot outside, I want to wear cute things and not be like, “Oh. Why am I wearing this? What’s everyone gonna think about it?” And I don’t do it all the time. So I just think that’s something I don’t want to do anymore or like it shouldn’t be an issue.
L: It’s important to point out that you’re wearing a romper right now and it’s the cutest thing ever.
M: (laughs)
L: Like I love it so much.
M: I’ve been wearing this like
L: I mean, I like rompers
M: more than once a week.
L: like kind of in general on everyone but like is an extra cute like extra like looks great on you romper.
M: It’s from H & M!
L: I love it.
M: (laughs) Thank you.
L: You’re welcome. Okay, what am I, what was I, how was the question? How was this one worded?
M: It says, “How can you tend to yourself with more compassion?”
L: The first thing that comes up is a like a thing I wanna try not to do and I know that that’s not, maybe I should think of what I should try TO do.
M: Mmhm.
L: But, or not say, “should.” (laughs) I need to stop seeking validation or needing validation from other people. I think I can tend to myself with more compassion by liking myself more rather than worrying that other people don’t like me.
M: Mmhm. That’s a really good way of putting it.
L: Like I think it’s okay to need to be liked. But I want, that’s where I need to be my primary partner.
M: Mmhm.
L: I need to like me the most and then understand that like other people will like me for that too and that people who don’t like me, like, that it’s not a reflection on me.
M: Mmhm.
L: And that’s, that’s a thing that been like longstanding and I’m not there yet but, yeah.
M: That reminds me of this thing that I saw that was my favorite, I posted on my Instagram
(thudding sound)
M: (laughs)
L: I just hit my fucking head again. I’m just…I need more coffee.
M: It says
L: Dumb bitch juice, yes.
Both: (laugh)
M: What did it? How did it go? It goes, “I’m tired of cutting myself up into little pieces for others.”
L: Yes.
M: “Stay whole and let them choke.”
L: Oh. I love it.
M: I love that.
L: Totally.
M: That’s something that I think stays in my brain that I’m like, you know, not everyone is gonna like me, but I can’t change myself for that reason, which I’m always tempted to do. It’s so much easier for me to be what other people want me to be versus myself.
L: There’s something really great about like meme culture.
M: Yeah.
L: Because it does give us like sort of shortcuts for ways to think about things like because the other one I thought of was that, that idea of, wait, let me see if I can think of it. My brain keeps shutting down today. It’s Mercury retrograde.
M: And it’s your birthday!
L: It’s my birthday and it’s Mercury retrograde. “Don’t take criticism from someone you wouldn’t take advice from”
M: Mmhm. That’s a good one.
L: was like sort of mind-blowing because I was like because I feel like the people who are critical of me are definitely people I wouldn’t take advice from
M: Yeah.
L: and so (making various unconcerned noises) uh eh mm mm meh.
M: That’s another good one.
L: Yep. What might support you in connecting with yourself and others?
M: Hmmm. I don’t know. I don’t know if I have an answer for that.
L: That’s kind of a weird question. I mean I don’t dislike it but nothing came up right away so what could
M: (repeating the question to herself) What would support me in connecting with yourself? I’m like if my anxiety brain would shut off more that would support me in that.
L: Sure. Like letting go of like anxiety
M: Yeah.
L: or not letting anxiety like rule
M: Mmhm.
L: so much.
M: Which maybe my medicine will still help me once I get more adjusted.
L: That’s true, you know. It doesn’t always have to be like emotional work, like maybe
M: Yeah.
L: medicine
M: Yeah.
L: is…I mean, if we think of medicine, medicine is support, and like
M: Mmhm.
L: maybe that is…You know what? That’s interesting because I actually, that’s probably the same for me.
M: Yeah.
L: Like I’m, I do a lot of work. I do a lot of emotional work but like the thing that maybe is supporting me the most right now is this medication I’m taking and the upcoming surgery.
M: Mmhm.
L: Yeah.
M: Yay for medicine.
L: Yeah. It’s a combo, right? You need all different things, and that’s one of them. Uhhh….what do you…I need to stop going uhhhh…because, at the beginning of each of these ’cause you’re just gonna have to edit that out. What do you want to add and what do you want to release?
M: Can I just add more joy again?
L: Yep.
M: And release (sighs) fear.
L: Yeah.
M: Release still more of thinking about how others see me, how they’re gonna receive me (laughs). Add more of myself to myself (laughs) if that makes sense.
L: Yes!
M: Oh my goodness. So me doing this like whole relationship transition thing…it’s so not bad. It’s good. Like we’re good. I really love her and we’re…we know we’re gonna be in each other’s lives, I think as friends, and that’s the most important thing to me. But I really love Billie…how do you say her last name? Ellish? Eilish?
L: Eilish I think.
M: Billie Eilish.
L: I do too.
M: And I like the songs that were like popular on the radio
L: Mmhm.
M: because I babysat for a week and then the kids introduced me to all of them.
L: Sure.
M: So like Halsey was one of them
L: Okay
M: and the Billie and then the Lil Nas song, whatever.
L: Yes.
M: Is that who it is? I don’t even know.
L: Yes. Lil Nas X.
M: Yeah, who is queer and I love him.
L: I love him too.
M: But anyways, I was like, oh, I wanna try some of her other music. And there’s a song called, “Come Out and Play.”
L: Okay.
M: And I listened to it and I just started crying. I literally danced, slow danced by myself,
L: Oooh.
M: in my kitchen,
L: Awwww.
M: the day of the earthquake,
L: Ugh. The earth-. Let’s not talk about…
M: I know. (laughs) And I was like crying. It’s such a good like, at first I thought it was like a love song and then I realized like maybe it was about herself.
L: Okay.
M: And I just thought, like I’ve been kind of writing in my journal again and I just thought like those lyrics really spoke to me and I want to write it to myself.
L: Mmhm.
M: And it’s just really sweet. And it says like, “Come out and play.” And, “It’s hard.” She knows it’s hard but like, “I promise it’s worth it. Don’t be quiet and don’t hide yourself.” It’s very sweet.
L: I like that.
M: So, yeah, everyone, listen to that and cry and dance with yourself. (laughs)
L: I’ll do it. No, I mean, as someone who’s like really trying to get out of like an isolation period,
M: Yeah.
L: that’s, I like that.
M: Yeah. You have to. I’ll send it to you later when I remember.
L: Yes. So what…did you…you answered both parts?
M: Yes.
L: Didn’t you? Okay.
M: Okay. Your turn. What do you want to add? What do you want to release?
L: Hmmm…I mean, obviously the first things that come to mind are the same, right? Add joy, release fear.
M: Mmhm.
L: I think I’d also want to add, like, playfulness
M: Yeah.
L: and release, there’s not a word to…release the need for things to be complicated
M: Mmhm.
L: or like add simplicity, maybe, is the way to do that.
M: Yeah.
L: And like, and release like trauma, honestly.
M: Mmhm.
L: Yeah.
M: Yeah. This feels very serious. Doesn’t it?
L: It does but it feels really nice, like
M: I know.
L: I feel like this is…hopefully, you all are enjoying this
M: (laughs)
L: and maybe you’ll want to do some of these questions, like,
M: Yeah.
L: in your journal or with your partner, with your best friend or whatever. But I know, for me, I think sometimes I feel like I should reflect on my birthday and like, but for whatever reason, writing has seemed really lonely lately.
M: Yeah.
L: So I’m so glad that we have the space where we can like say it out loud instead, and so, I don’t know, thank you all for listening and I’m really happy that I have the space to do this and reflect on my birthday in a really positive way, so, yeah. The last, we have one last question, which is, “What word or intention do you want to carry into the second half of the year?”
M: Well I’m just gonna do joy again
L: Do it.
M: because why not.
L: Do it.
M: I’ll just do a hundred joys. I also thought of play because that song I just mentioned was “Come Out and Play”
L: Oh yeah! I like that!
M: and then you said playfulness
L: I don’t even know if I was like connecting the two or not. That’s great.
M: And it’s such a sweet song that I think joy and play, both of them remind me of like childlike spirit and connecting to the inner child. I feel like we’re like doing a Brenè Brown podcast right now, which is great. (laughs)
L: We totally are. We’re doing a self-help podcast. That’s okay.
M: Yeah. I love that. Like I loved dancing by myself and slow dancing by…I love slow dancing (laughs) and
L: That’s great.
M: it just made me feel like connecting with myself and that’s what I want more of.
L: Yeah.
M: And it’s weird but like anytime I have a breakup or transition in that way and I realize that I need to rely on myself over everything else, it makes me want to reconnect with myself again.
L: Sure.
M: So it’s always exciting. It’s hard but exciting.
L: Yeah.
M: And it’s almost like building that relationship with myself again because I always put, I just someone do a little bit of a reading on me, like, my birth chart.
L: Yeah.
M: Natal chart?
L: Sure sure sure.
M: And she said, like so many others before have said, that you really have a hard time being alone,
L: Mmhm.
M: that you put a lot of weight in your relationships with others and so when you don’t have a partner, it’s a struggle.
L: Yep.
M: And I was like that’s very true and it’s very sad because I want to put the same weight with myself that I do with other people.
L: I totally get that. I feel like there’s a weird, like, contradiction, in that, like, sometimes I feel, “Oh. I gotta do so much self-work” to the point that it feels like narcissistic
M: Mmhm.
L: or something. But then, on the other hand, I’m like such a people pleaser. I hope you will find this as amusing as my best friend Masha did. Yesterday I went to Trader Joe’s because I was…’cause I needed groceries. And I love, even though I like to write and I like to draw, I still love greeting cards
M: Mmm.
L: that like someone else has done. And so I was looking at the greeting cards. So I was walking by and I saw the stand for the greeting cards and I was like, “Somebody’s birthdays coming up.” And then I was like, “Oh wait. It’s mine.” (laughs)
M: Oh my gosh! How cute! Did you buy yourself one?
L: No! I didn’t! But I was totally like, I was like, “Oh. I’ll get myself something.” And then last night I had been out at like an independent bookstore and I like to support independent bookstores this weekend and I had got my partner a book and I gave it to her yesterday and she’s like, “Did you get me a present for your birthday?”
Both: (laugh)
L: And I was like, “Maybe. Maybe I did.” So I get that idea of like giving yourself the same care that you would give to somebody else.
M: Yeah.
L: Okay, so two things came up for me for intention. The first one is like the opposite of all of these like movement-based things. The first thing I thought of was pause. Like, and I think that’s about checking in with myself and about not being so reactive, is just like having that like moment of pause
M: Mmhm.
L: before whatever comes next. Part of working through triggers, I think, for me, when I’m not in total trauma brain, is to pause
M: Mmhm.
L: before I react. But then the other thing is, ’cause you said this word and then I was like, “That’s it,” is connection. I do care a lot about my relationships with other people but I’m not sure that I’ve been cultivating those so much
M: Mmm.
L: because I think I’ve been in like a survival bubble for awhile. So yeah. I’d like to, that’s my intention, is to both pause and cultivate connection.
M: Yeah.
L: Yeah.
M: That’s good.
L: It is.
M: We did it!
L: We did. We have, this is your Brené Brown TED Talk.
M: (laughs) Your Queers Next Door Brené Bown…Brown.
L: Bown. Bleh. Brené Brown, would you like to be a sponsor? Did you see Wine Country?
M: Yes.
L: Okay.
M: Yes I did.
L: The Brené Brown part was so good. It is a very ridiculous white feminist movie but you should still see it ’cause it’s funny. Okay.
M: Well, we have one more episode this season! Wooo!
L: We have one more episode this season!
M: And then we will be back for season two.
L: Absolutely.
M: We’re gonna take more pictures
L: We are.
M: and do more fun shit.
L: We are gonna take more pictures. I wanna talk about…look at me, I’m like, “I have a new topic!” But I’m not gonna say it now.
M: Well, let’s do a Queer Cuts.
L: Oooh let’s do a Queer Cuts.
M: and then yeah, ’cause we-
L: Yeah, we’re gonna do that.
M: And that will be on our Patreon so everyone, if you love us, which I know you do (laughs), join Patreon for as little as one dollar, or more, if you can afford more, whatever you want
L: Yeah.
M: at supportqnd.com or patreon.com/queersnextdoor.
L: That would be lovely and just a reminder, even if you join as low as a dollar level, I will make you a cute little card and I have some fun goodies to put in there. So I enjoy doing those and we’ve had a little pause, speaking of pauses
M: Mmhm.
L: in new Patrons, so, we’d love to have some more and
M: Yeah.
L: we’re creating more content for you as well besides your little initial gift.
M: Yes. So we put the things that get edited out, even though sometimes I don’t edit anything out, then we also do Queer Cuts and pretty much anything else we do, I just throw it over there if it’s like extra photos, a video, audio clips, so, yeah.
L: Join. Awesome.
M: Okay. We’ll see you next time.
L: Alright, bye.
M: Bye.
L: Thanks for listening to Queers Next Door. We hope you enjoyed it. Be sure to follow, subscribe, and leave a review wherever you listen to your podcasts.
M: If you like what we’re doing, join the Queers Next Door fanclub at patreon.com/queersnextdoor to receive all of our exclusive content, and we’ll mail you a fun little surprise. You can find the link of our blog queersnextdoor.com. Cheers, queers!
Can someone recommend Underwired Lingerie? Thanks xx
I was wondering if anyone knows what happened to Dime Piece LA celebrity streetwear brand? I am unable to proceed to the checkout on Dimepiecela site. I have read in Teen Vogue that the brand was acquired by a UK-based hedge fund for $50m. I have just bought the Friends Slim Phone Case from Amazon and absolutely love it xox
By way of introduction, I am Mark Schaefer, and I represent Nutritional Products International. We serve both international and domestic manufacturers who are seeking to gain more distribution within the United States. Your brand recently caught my attention, so I am contacting you today to discuss the possibility of expanding your national distribution reach.We provide expertise in all areas of distribution, and our offerings include the following: Turnkey/One-stop solution, Active accounts with major U.S. distributors and retailers, Our executive team held executive positions with Walmart and Amazon, Our proven sales force has public relations, branding, and marketing all under one roof, We focus on both new and existing product lines, Warehousing and logistics. Our company has a proven history of initiating accounts and placing orders with major distribution outlets. Our history allows us to have intimate and unique relationships with key buyers across the United States, thus giving your brand a fast track to market in a professional manner. Please contact me directly so that we can discuss your brand further. Kind Regards, Mark Schaefer, marks@nutricompany.com, VP of Business Development, Nutritional Products International, 101 Plaza Real S, Ste #224, Boca Raton, FL 33432, Office: 561-544-0719
By way of introduction, I am Mark Schaefer, and I represent Nutritional Products International. We serve both international and domestic manufacturers who are seeking to gain more distribution within the United States. Your brand recently caught my attention, so I am contacting you today to discuss the possibility of expanding your national distribution reach.We provide expertise in all areas of distribution, and our offerings include the following: Turnkey/One-stop solution, Active accounts with major U.S. distributors and retailers, Our executive team held executive positions with Walmart and Amazon, Our proven sales force has public relations, branding, and marketing all under one roof, We focus on both new and existing product lines, Warehousing and logistics. Our company has a proven history of initiating accounts and placing orders with major distribution outlets. Our history allows us to have intimate and unique relationships with key buyers across the United States, thus giving your brand a fast track to market in a professional manner. Please contact me directly so that we can discuss your brand further. Kind Regards, Mark Schaefer, marks@nutricompany.com, VP of Business Development, Nutritional Products International, 101 Plaza Real S, Ste #224, Boca Raton, FL 33432, Office: 561-544-0719
Is anyone in a position to recommend quality car engine tuning and diagnostic services b2b business data list? Thank you 😀
where in oceanside ca can you get medical cbd oil
Does anyone know Volcano Westfield Mall shop in 3884 Merrick Road offers e-liquid manufactured by Sugar Lane by Vango Vapes? I have emailed them at sales@ecigwizard.com
Does anyone know what happened to Dimepiece LA celebrity streetwear brand? I cannot proceed to the checkout on Dimepiecela site. I’ve read in Elle that the brand was bought out by a UK hedge fund for $50m. I’ve just bought the Control The Guns Tee from Amazon and absolutely love it xox
Sweet blog! I found it while searching on Yahoo News. Do you have any tips on how to get listed in Yahoo News? I’ve been trying for a while but I never seem to get there! Cheers
I have really learned result-oriented things from a blog post. One other thing to I have recognized is that in many instances, FSBO sellers will reject you actually. Remember, they will prefer to not ever use your products and services. But if you actually maintain a gentle, professional partnership, offering help and staying in contact for around four to five weeks, you will usually have the capacity to win a discussion. From there, a listing follows. Many thanks
Hey there would you mind sharing which blog platform you’re working with? I’m planning to start my own blog in the near future but I’m having a hard time deciding between BlogEngine/Wordpress/B2evolution and Drupal. The reason I ask is because your layout seems different then most blogs and I’m looking for something unique. P.S My apologies for being off-topic but I had to ask!
Once I originally commented I clicked the -Notify me when new comments are added- checkbox and now each time a remark is added I get 4 emails with the same comment. Is there any means you’ll be able to remove me from that service? Thanks!
Can someone recommend Boxers and Shorts? Cheers xox
Can someone recommend Tops? Thanks xxx
you’ve gotten a great weblog here! would you like to make some invite posts on my blog?
Good website! I truly love how it is simple on my eyes and the data are well written. I’m wondering how I might be notified when a new post has been made. I’ve subscribed to your feed which must do the trick! Have a great day!
I oversee a vape shop directory and we have had a listing from a vape shop in the USA that also offers for sale CBD items. A Calendar month later on, PayPal has written to use to say that our account has been restricted and have asked us to take out PayPal as a payment solution from our vape shop directory. We do not offer CBD goods such as CBD oil. We only offer advertising and marketing professional services to CBD firms. I have checked out Holland & Barrett– the UK’s Well known Wellness Retailer and if you take a close peek, you will see that they supply a relatively comprehensive variety of CBD items, specifically CBD oil and they also happen to accept PayPal as a payment solution. It appears that PayPal is administering twos sets of rules to many different companies. Due to this limitation, I can no longer accept PayPal on my CBD-related web site. This has restricted my payment options and currently, I am intensely reliant on Cryptocurrency payments and direct bank transfers. I have talked with a lawyer from a Magic Circle law firm in The city of london and they said that what PayPal is doing is totally against the law and discriminatory as it should be applying an uniform criterion to all firms. I am still to check with one more attorney from a US law office in London to see what PayPal’s legal position is in the USA. For the time being, I would be very appreciative if anyone here at targetdomain could offer me with different payment processors/merchants that work with CBD companies.
Good day! This post couldn’t be written any better! Reading this post reminds me of my good old room mate! He always kept chatting about this. I will forward this write-up to him. Pretty sure he will have a good read. Many thanks for sharing!
Its like you learn my mind! You appear to know so much about this, like you wrote the ebook in it or something. I believe that you can do with a few p.c. to pressure the message house a bit, but other than that, this is great blog. A fantastic read. I’ll certainly be back.
Thank you for every other informative site. The place else may just I am getting that type of info written in such an ideal approach? I have a mission that I am just now running on, and I’ve been on the look out for such information.
I carry on listening to the newscast lecture about getting boundless online grant applications so I have been looking around for the most excellent site to get one. Could you advise me please, where could i acquire some?
Has anyone vaped Sugar Lane by Vango Vapes SALT Ejuice?
Thank you for the sensible critique. Me & my neighbor were just preparing to do a little research on this. We got a grab a book from our local library but I think I learned more clear from this post. I am very glad to see such magnificent info being shared freely out there.
Thanks for the points shared on your own blog. Something else I would like to talk about is that weight reduction is not all about going on a dietary fad and trying to get rid of as much weight as you can in a couple of weeks. The most effective way to shed pounds is by getting it little by little and following some basic guidelines which can enable you to make the most out of your attempt to lose weight. You may understand and already be following most of these tips, yet reinforcing know-how never affects.
how many people know cbd poll
Is anyone in a position to recommend quality Bmw Garage B2B Database? Thanks 🙂
Hi everybody , can anyone suggest where I can purchase AmourCBD CBD Soft Gel 30pc 25mg?
Hi, I think your site might be having browser compatibility issues. When I look at your blog site in Opera, it looks fine but when opening in Internet Explorer, it has some overlapping. I just wanted to give you a quick heads up! Other then that, amazing blog!
Good Afternoon everyone , can anyone advise where I can buy Focus Soft Gel CBD Capsule 10mg By Natural Therapeutics?
Can anyone able to recommend cheap Comprehensive Schools B2B Data List? Thanks 🙂
Best View i have ever seen !
You made a few fine points there. I did a search on the issue and found mainly folks will go along with with your blog.
Can someone recommend Double Strap Ons? Cheers xxx
We are a gaggle of volunteers and starting a brand new scheme in our community. Your site provided us with helpful info to work on. You’ve performed a formidable task and our entire neighborhood will likely be thankful to you.
Good Afternoon everybody , can anyone recommend where I can purchase CBD Drinks CBD Protein?
Has anybody ever shopped at Vapor Labs Huntington Beach Ecig Shop in 1706 Hwy 17 North?
Has anyone ever vaped Glossy Flavors E-Liquid?
Best view i have ever seen !
what should i expect from take cbd oil capsules
Best view i have ever seen !
Good Afternoon everybody , can anyone suggest where I can purchase Veritas Farms CBD Pet Tincture Full Spectrum Tuna 200mg?
cbd gummies for sleep uk
Does anyone have any idea Vapor Cave vaping shop based in 1295 S center Rd offers ejuice manufactured by Carter Elixirs? I have emailed them at info@vaporinvasion.com
where to buy cbd vape in san antonio
What抯 Going down i’m new to this, I stumbled upon this I’ve found It positively useful and it has helped me out loads. I’m hoping to give a contribution & assist different users like its helped me. Great job.
whoah this blog is great i like reading your articles. Stay up the good paintings! You understand, lots of people are searching around for this info, you can help them greatly.
Let me know Twin Cities Vapors ecigarette store located in 7922 Camp Bowie West Blvd offers vape juice made by Juicy Fresh E-Liquid? I have emailed them at 411vapecenter@gmail.com
I would also like to state that most individuals that find themselves without having health insurance are typically students, self-employed and those that are unemployed. More than half of those uninsured are really under the age of 35. They do not really feel they are requiring health insurance as they are young in addition to healthy. Its income is often spent on real estate, food, and entertainment. Most people that do represent the working class either entire or not professional are not given insurance by means of their jobs so they move without with the rising price of health insurance in the states. Thanks for the thoughts you talk about through your blog.
Has anyone shopped at Oak Cliff Vape Apothecary Vapor Store in 2200 N. Maple Ave.?
My partner and I absolutely love your blog and find nearly all of your post’s to be just what I’m looking for. can you offer guest writers to write content for you? I wouldn’t mind publishing a post or elaborating on a lot of the subjects you write with regards to here. Again, awesome website!
Has anyone vaped Signature Hero by CPV Eliquid?
Has anyone vaped The Force Vapors Vape Juice?
Thanks for the distinct tips discussed on this site. I have seen that many insurers offer buyers generous deals if they elect to insure many cars with them. A significant quantity of households have got several autos these days, especially those with older teenage young children still located at home, along with the savings upon policies may soon increase. So it makes sense to look for a bargain.
Has anyone shopped at Rino Vapes Vape Store located in 7688 Spanish Fort Blvd, Suite F?
how to smoke shatter in a vape pen
I have taken notice that in cameras, specialized receptors help to focus automatically. The actual sensors connected with some digital cameras change in in the area of contrast, while others use a beam of infra-red (IR) light, specially in low lumination. Higher spec cameras from time to time use a blend of both devices and likely have Face Priority AF where the video camera can ‘See’ any face while keeping your focus only upon that. Thank you for sharing your ideas on this site.
Can someone recommend Tingle Condoms? Thanks xx
Does anyone know what happened to Dimepiece LA celebrity streetwear brand? I cannot proceed to the checkout on Dimepiecela site. I’ve read in Vanity Fair that they were acquired by a UK-based hedge fund in excess of $50m. I have just bought the Dimepiece I’m Trying Unisex Heavy Blend™ Hooded Sweatshirt from Ebay and totally love it xox
Does anyone know what happened to Dime Piece LA celebrity streetwear brand? I seem to be unable to proceed to the checkout on Dimepiecela site. I have read in Vanity Fair that the brand was bought out by a UK-based hedge fund for $50m. I’ve just bought the Dimepiece International Playa Duffel from Amazon and absolutely love it xox
Does anyone have any idea Vapor Life Naples Vape and E-Cig Store vaporizer store located in 1731 W Morton St Suite 102 sells ejuice manufactured by Charlie’s Chalk Dust Made In USA E-liquid? I have tried sending them an email at at cloudcityvapes@gmail.com
how cbd oil works for migraines
Has anyone ever been to Vapor Lounge Vape Store in 21065 Bear Valley Rd Suite 3?
ivermectin eye drops stromectol for humans for sale – where to buy stromectol
http://stromectolabc.com/ buy stromectol online uk
where to buy ivermectin pills [url=http://stromectolabc.com/]stromectol for sale[/url] generic ivermectin
zithromax 250 price zithromax 250 price buy zithromax canada
https://azithromycin1st.com/ zithromax online no prescription
generic zithromax 500mg [url=https://azithromycin1st.com/]can you buy zithromax over the counter in canada[/url] zithromax online paypal
buy azithromycin zithromax zithromax z-pak price without insurance zithromax without prescription
https://azithromycin1st.com/ zithromax drug
generic zithromax 500mg [url=https://azithromycin1st.com/]zithromax buy online no prescription[/url] zithromax 500 mg lowest price drugstore online
purchase zithromax z-pak buy zithromax canada where can i get zithromax
https://azithromycin1st.com/ zithromax antibiotic without prescription
buy zithromax no prescription [url=https://azithromycin1st.com/]where can i purchase zithromax online[/url] zithromax cost canada
zithromax 500mg price zithromax for sale us order zithromax over the counter
https://azithromycin1st.com/ generic zithromax medicine
zithromax generic cost [url=https://azithromycin1st.com/]buy cheap generic zithromax[/url] how to get zithromax online
You should participate in a contest for among the best blogs on the web. I will recommend this site!
zithromax 500mg over the counter average cost of generic zithromax zithromax antibiotic without prescription
https://azithromycin1st.com/ zithromax
zithromax buy online [url=https://azithromycin1st.com/]buy generic zithromax online[/url] zithromax for sale 500 mg
Thanks for the a new challenge you have revealed in your article. One thing I would really like to comment on is that FSBO human relationships are built with time. By bringing out yourself to owners the first saturday and sunday their FSBO is usually announced, ahead of the masses start out calling on Mon, you generate a good association. By mailing them instruments, educational products, free accounts, and forms, you become the ally. By using a personal desire for them plus their problem, you create a solid connection that, many times, pays off when the owners decide to go with a realtor they know and trust – preferably you.
festivals in austin where i can sell cbd
Is it possible to buy these from your store: Full Spectrum Tincture CBD Oil by JUSTCBD and HHC Gummies by JUST DELTA. I am struggling to find the official site! thank you xox
A lot of thanks for all of your effort on this blog. My niece really likes participating in investigations and it’s easy to see why. Many of us learn all about the powerful mode you offer advantageous information through the blog and even recommend participation from other ones on that theme so our girl is always understanding a whole lot. Take advantage of the remaining portion of the new year. You have been conducting a fabulous job.
Do you have any idea where I can buy: Signature CBD Cartridges – Sour Diesel by JUSTCBD and Delta 8 Disposables 6 Pack Strawberry Cough by JUST DELTA. I really want to try them out! Cheers 🙂
buy prescription drugs canadian online drugs ed drugs online from canada
https://without-prescription-online.online/ non prescription erection pills
prescription drugs [url=https://without-prescription-online.online/]canadian online pharmacy[/url] cat antibiotics without pet prescription
canadian drug canadian pharmacy online canadian drug
https://without-prescription-online.com/ comfortis without vet prescription
canadian online drugs [url=https://without-prescription-online.online/]best non prescription ed pills[/url] pain medications without a prescription
canadian drugs online amoxicillin without a doctor’s prescription buy prescription drugs online without
https://without-prescription-online.online/ pet antibiotics without vet prescription
online canadian drugstore [url=https://without-prescription-online.com/]buy prescription drugs from canada[/url] pet antibiotics without vet prescription
Hello just wanted to give you a quick heads up. The text in your content seem to be running off the screen in Firefox. I’m not sure if this is a formatting issue or something to do with browser compatibility but I figured I’d post to let you know. The layout look great though! Hope you get the problem fixed soon. Thanks
cbd oil and dmso how effective is it als
buy paxlovid online paxlovid price cheap paxlovid
https://myalliancehealthcare.online/ molnupiravir price
where can i get paxlovid [url=https://apollobgshospitalsmysore.online/]buy paxlovid[/url] paxlovid cost
purchase paxlovid paxlovid price where can i get paxlovid
https://apollobgshospitalsmysore.online/ paxlovid cost
buy paxlovid [url=https://apollobgshospitalsmysore.online/]buy paxlovid online[/url] paxlovid for sale
cheap paxlovid cheap paxlovid cheap paxlovid
https://apollobgshospitalsmysore.online/ paxlovid cost
where can i get paxlovid [url=https://apollobgshospitalsmysore.online/]paxlovid[/url] cheap paxlovid
molnupiravir molnupiravir for sale buy molnupiravir online
https://apollobgshospitalsmysore.online/ buy paxlovid online
cost of molnupiravir [url=https://myalliancehealthcare.online/]cost of molnupiravir[/url] buy molnupiravir online
where can i get molnupiravir molnupiravir price buy molnupiravir
https://myalliancehealthcare.online/ movfor
paxlovid [url=https://apollobgshospitalsmysore.online/]buy paxlovid[/url] paxlovid for sale
cost of stromectol medication: buy stromectol – ivermectin where to buy for humans
http://stromectolst.com/# buy ivermectin for humans uk
stromectol 3mg [url=https://stromectolst.com/#]generic stromectol[/url] stromectol 6 mg dosage
Good Afternoon everybody , can anyone advise where I can purchase CBD Gummy Slices 25mg 50mg By Proleve?
ivermectin cream 1%: generic stromectol – ivermectin price comparison
http://stromectolst.com/# stromectol generic name
stromectol uk buy [url=https://stromectolst.com/#]generic stromectol[/url] stromectol price in india
Has anyone been to Totally Wicked? 😉
Good Morning everyone ! can anyone advise where I can purchase Canna River CBD Tincture Full Spectrum Natural 1000mg 5000mg?
Wow! Thank you! I constantly wanted to write on my blog something like that. Can I implement a portion of your post to my website?
https://stromectolis.com/# ivermectin 12
https://stromectolis.com/# stromectol covid
https://stromectolis.com/# stromectol uk
https://stromectolis.com/# ivermectin 3mg tablets price
It’s perfect time to make some plans for the longer term and it is time to be happy. I have learn this publish and if I may just I desire to recommend you few attention-grabbing things or advice. Perhaps you can write next articles relating to this article. I want to read even more issues approximately it!
https://stromectolis.com/# ivermectin cream 5%
https://stromectolis.com/# ivermectin 1
https://stromectolis.com/# stromectol order online
Has anyone shopped at Vapor Source Ecig Shop located in 7904 N Macarthur Blvd?
Has anyone ever vaped Cyrus Vapors: Original Collection Vaping ejuice?
clomid uk generic clomiphene – clomid prescription
https://clomiphene1st.com/# clomid cost
[url=https://vermectin.quest/]buy ivermectin uk[/url]
[url=http://ivermcetin.quest/]stromectol 6 mg tablet[/url]
[url=https://cialisonlinemedicineforsale.monster/]cialis online safe[/url]
doxycycline monohydrate buy doxycycline – doxycycline hyc
https://doxycyline1st.com/# doxycycline 50mg
[url=https://prednisone.icu/]50 mg prednisone canada pharmacy[/url]
doxycycline 100mg dogs doxycycline hyclate 100 mg cap – order doxycycline online
https://doxycyline1st.com/# doxycycline
[url=http://clopidogrel.online/]plavix clopidogrel[/url]
[url=http://bupropionzyban.quest/]wellbutrin 400mg[/url]
[url=https://viagrantabs.com/]viagra pharmacy india[/url]
[url=https://sildenafil.works/]where can you buy female viagra pill[/url]
[url=https://hydroxychloroquine.click/]hydroxychloroquine 1mg[/url]
doxycycline pills doxycycline 100mg dogs – doxycycline 150 mg
https://doxycyline1st.com/# order doxycycline
[url=http://cheapviagra100tablet.quest/]viagra for sale[/url]
[url=http://bestcialistabletnoprescription.monster/]cialis|buy cialis|generic cialis|cialis pills|buy cialis online|cialis for sale[/url]
Hey there! Would you mind if I share your blog with my twitter group? There’s a lot of folks that I think would really appreciate your content. Please let me know. Thank you
non prescription viagra alternative average age of man taking viagra is viagra over the counter
[url=http://viagradrug.quest/]viagra brand[/url]
which presidential candidate was the first spokesman for viagra buy viagra online without prescription generic viagra coupon
[url=https://buyinggenericviagratablets.monster/]sildenafil buy from canada[/url]
[url=http://viagracheapmedicineshop.quest/]viagra price comparison uk[/url]
[url=http://genericbuyonlinecialis.monster/]tadalafil daily[/url]
[url=https://genericviagra50mgtablets.quest/]female viagra 100mg price in india[/url]
[url=http://viagra50mgtab.quest/]sildenafil citrate uk[/url]
[url=http://genericviagra150pill.quest/]cheap sildenafil 20 mg[/url]
[url=https://bestcialis10tablets.quest/]buy cialis europe[/url]
[url=https://ordercialis5mgpills.monster/]tadalafil 20 mg daily[/url]
[url=http://buycialis5mglowcost.quest/]buy cialis in usa[/url]
It is my belief that mesothelioma is definitely the most dangerous cancer. It has unusual attributes. The more I actually look at it the greater I am confident it does not behave like a true solid flesh cancer. In case mesothelioma is usually a rogue virus-like infection, in that case there is the possibility of developing a vaccine as well as offering vaccination for asbestos open people who are vulnerable to high risk connected with developing future asbestos related malignancies. Thanks for revealing your ideas for this important health issue.
[url=https://buyingviagra2021.quest/]buy viagra online fast delivery[/url]
plaquenil toxicity oct hydroxychloroquine online prescription where can i buy plaquenil without a prescription
[url=http://genericviagra50withnorx.monster/]where to buy real viagra[/url]
By way of introduction, I am Mark Schaefer, and I represent Nutritional Products International. We serve both international and domestic manufacturers who are seeking to gain more distribution within the United States. Your brand recently caught my attention, so I am contacting you today to discuss the possibility of expanding your national distribution reach.We provide expertise in all areas of distribution, and our offerings include the following: Turnkey/One-stop solution, Active accounts with major U.S. distributors and retailers, Our executive team held executive positions with Walmart and Amazon, Our proven sales force has public relations, branding, and marketing all under one roof, We focus on both new and existing product lines, Warehousing and logistics. Our company has a proven history of initiating accounts and placing orders with major distribution outlets. Our history allows us to have intimate and unique relationships with key buyers across the United States, thus giving your brand a fast track to market in a professional manner. Please contact me directly so that we can discuss your brand further. Kind Regards, Mark Schaefer, marks@nutricompany.com, VP of Business Development, Nutritional Products International, 101 Plaza Real S, Ste #224, Boca Raton, FL 33432, Office: 561-544-0719
[url=http://cheapviagratabletssale.monster/]where can i purchase viagra[/url]
[url=http://orderbestcialis.monster/]tadalafil brand name in india[/url]
[url=http://viagra100pill.quest/]how to get viagra without a prescription[/url]
ivermectin 0.5 lotion minocycline 100 mg capsule stromectol 3 mg tablets price
[url=http://cheapviagra50withnoprescription.quest/]sildenafil cheapest price in india[/url]
[url=http://metocarbamol.today/]over the counter robaxin[/url]
[url=http://lioresal.quest/]over the counter baclofen[/url]
plaquenil medication plaquenil side effects mayo clinic does hydroxychloroquine
As a Newbie, I am always exploring online for articles that can help me. Thank you
Thanks for the interesting things you have unveiled in your blog post. One thing I’d like to touch upon is that FSBO human relationships are built after a while. By releasing yourself to the owners the first saturday their FSBO can be announced, ahead of masses start calling on Friday, you make a good link. By mailing them equipment, educational materials, free accounts, and forms, you become a strong ally. By taking a personal affinity for them along with their scenario, you produce a solid link that, most of the time, pays off as soon as the owners decide to go with a real estate agent they know and trust — preferably you.
[url=http://zybanbupropion.quest/]price of bupropion[/url]
ivermectin generic cream stromectol tab price buy minocycline 100mg for humans
[url=http://dutasteride.today/]buy generic avodart online[/url]
[url=http://triamterene.today/]triamterene 37.5 25 mg[/url]
[url=http://paroxetine.online/]buy paroxetine australia[/url]
[url=http://ivermectinm.quest/]ivermectin oral 0 8[/url]
pill to cure covid molnupiravir 400 molnupiravir online buy
[url=https://furosemide.live/]lasix 500 mg tablet price[/url]
Amazing blog! Is your theme custom made or did you download it from somewhere? A design like yours with a few simple adjustements would really make my blog jump out. Please let me know where you got your theme. Thanks a lot
[url=http://tadalafil.party/]tadalafil 5mg best price[/url]
[url=https://promethazine.today/]phenergan gel cost[/url]
[url=https://ivermectin25h.monster/]purchase stromectol online[/url]
[url=https://levofloxacin.today/]levaquin 500 mg tablets[/url]
Wow, marvelous blog layout! How long have you been blogging for? you make blogging look easy. The overall look of your web site is great, let alone the content!
cialis southafrica sfter market cialis cialis black wirkung
[url=https://cheapviagra100mgtablet.quest/]viagra soft tabs uk[/url]
[url=https://genericviagramedicinesale.quest/]otc viagra united states[/url]
[url=http://sildalissildenafiltadalafil.quest/]sildenafil over the counter australia[/url]
A big thank you for your article. Keep writing.
i want to buy cialis in australia how to get cialis prescription online \’generic cialis\’
Say, you got a nice article.Much thanks again. Awesome.
[url=http://buycialis2022.quest/]cialis 80mg[/url]
[url=http://onlineviagra100cost.quest/]sildenafil generic australia[/url]
[url=http://cheapviagrapillwithnoprescription.quest/]can you purchase viagra in mexico[/url]
Great, thanks for sharing this article post.Really thank you! Great.
[url=https://cheapviagra100mgtablet.quest/]buy sildenafil online nz[/url]
Appreciate you sharing, great article post.Really looking forward to read more. Cool.
Thank you for another magnificent article. Where else could anybody get that type of info in such an ideal way of writing? I’ve a presentation next week, and I am on the look for such information.
Muchos Gracias for your article post.Thanks Again.
I really like and appreciate your blog post.Much thanks again. Fantastic.
Thanks-a-mundo for the article post.Much thanks again.
[url=http://sildenafil.party/]buy viagra online with paypal in canada[/url]
[url=http://benicarolmesartan.quest/]generic benicar prices[/url]
[url=http://levaquin.today/]levaquin antibiotic[/url]
[url=http://elimite.today/]elimite over the counter uk[/url]
Very neat post. Awesome.
[url=https://ivermectin12tab.com/]ivermectin 500mg[/url]
Major thanks for the blog post.Thanks Again. Really Great.
[url=http://tamoxifennolvadex.quest/]tamoxifen generic brand name[/url]
Im grateful for the post. Really Great.
Very neat blog article.Thanks Again. Fantastic.
Thank you for your blog.Much thanks again. Will read on…
I really enjoy the blog post.Really thank you! Cool.
Great, thanks for sharing this blog post.Really looking forward to read more. Much obliged.
cattle ivermectin how can i get ivermectin mexico and ivermectin
I loved your blog.Much thanks again. Keep writing.
Has anyone ever been to E-Cig City LLC Ecigarette Shop located in 1619 South 3rd St.?
[url=https://buycialistabsnorx.quest/]tadalafil 2.5 mg[/url]
Thanks for the blog post.Thanks Again. Really Great.
[url=https://genericviagra100bestprice.monster/]female viagra pill for sale[/url]
[url=http://bestviagra200mgpill.monster/]can you buy viagra in canada over the counter[/url]
Say, you got a nice blog.Really thank you! Awesome.
Thank you for your blog article.Really looking forward to read more. Really Cool.
Let me know Liberty Flights store in 1012 West Taft Ave sells e-liquid made by Redwood Premium E-Juice? I have emailed them at help@wildbillstobacco.com
I am so grateful for your article. Keep writing.
oral ivermectin for sarcoptic mange ivermectin horse paste for scabies ivermectin for chickens egg withdrawal
[url=http://genericviagratabrx.monster/]viagra 120 mg[/url]
Im thankful for the article.Much thanks again. Cool.
Hi everyone ! can anyone recommend where I can buy Blue Moon Hemp CBD Tincture Tru Blu Peppermint 1000mg?
moxidectin vs ivermectin where can i buy ivermectin ivermectin pour on for chickens
Im obliged for the article post. Much obliged.
What抯 Happening i am new to this, I stumbled upon this I have found It positively helpful and it has aided me out loads. I am hoping to give a contribution & aid other users like its helped me. Good job.
With havin so much content and articles do you ever run into any problems of plagorism or copyright infringement? My blog has a lot of exclusive content I’ve either created myself or outsourced but it appears a lot of it is popping it up all over the web without my authorization. Do you know any methods to help stop content from being stolen? I’d genuinely appreciate it.
Enjoyed every bit of your blog article.Really thank you! Great.
stromectol and alcohol ivermectin coronavirus ivermectin manufacturer
Really informative post.Much thanks again. Much obliged.
Im grateful for the blog article.Much thanks again. Awesome.
[url=http://ondansetron.quest/]how to get zofran[/url]
Does anyone know what happened to Dimepiece Los Angeles celebrity streetwear brand? I seem to be unable to proceed to the checkout on Dimepiecela site. I have read in Elle that the brand was acquired by a UK hedge fund for $50m. I’ve just bought the LA OG Heavy Blend Crewneck Sweatshirt from Ebay and absolutely love it xox
Major thanks for the blog post. Want more.
[url=https://accutaneisotretinoin.monster/]accutane usa[/url]
Hi there! I know this is kinda off topic but I’d figured I’d ask. Would you be interested in exchanging links or maybe guest writing a blog article or vice-versa? My blog goes over a lot of the same subjects as yours and I believe we could greatly benefit from each other. If you might be interested feel free to shoot me an email. I look forward to hearing from you! Awesome blog by the way!
Very good article.Really looking forward to read more. Really Cool.
[url=https://clindamycin.quest/]cleocin coupon[/url]
[url=https://ivermectin9tabs.com/]ivermectin 50ml[/url]
Thanks-a-mundo for the post.Much thanks again. Awesome.
Good Afternoon everyone , can anyone recommend where I can buy Rare Terpenes Tepene Strain Blends Wedding Cake?
viagra for sale in south afriaca viagra best pricve price of viagra at walmart
[url=https://fivermectin.monster/]ivermectin online[/url]
buy amoxicillin online no prescription amoxicillin for sale amoxicillin tablets in india
[url=http://bestcialistabletonline.quest/]cialis price from canada[/url]
My journey in recovery started with a decision to make a phone call to this
center. I didn’t know what I was doing. I was fearful.
The center walked me through the admittance process with empathy and care.
The staff and therapists were top notch. I am so grateful for them.
It抯 truly a great and helpful piece of info. I am satisfied that you shared this useful information with us. Please stay us up to date like this. Thank you for sharing.
As an industry professional they’ve become one of my most trusted resources.
Patient care and engagement are always top-notch, and I know that I can always trust
that the patient and their families will be in the best position to recover
here.
Hmm is anyone else having problems with the images on this blog loading? I’m trying to determine if its a problem on my end or if it’s the blog. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
Hey just wanted to give you a quick heads up. The text in your article seem to be running off the screen in Safari. I’m not sure if this is a format issue or something to do with internet browser compatibility but I thought I’d post to let you know. The design look great though! Hope you get the issue resolved soon. Cheers
[url=https://ivermectingtab.quest/]stromectol order[/url]
[url=https://amoxicillinaugmentin.monster/]how to buy amoxycillin[/url]
[url=http://finpeciafinasteride.monster/]finasteride purchase[/url]
[url=http://valacyclovir.today/]valtrex brand name[/url]
I’m a much better person now because of it and I’ve learned to be a much better
and more productive member of society. Thank you, guys.
[url=https://sildenafilokay.com/]sildenafil tablets 100mg for sale[/url]
[url=http://metformin.today/]metformin brand name us[/url]
order doxycycline 100mg without prescription doxycycline compare prices doxycycline cost canada
Terrific work! That is the kind of info that should be shared around the internet. Disgrace on the seek engines for not positioning this submit upper! Come on over and consult with my website . Thanks =)
They have doctors and nurses constantly on staff and have medically assisted detox to help people through the initial week or so.
I loved the majority of the therapists.
[url=https://valtrex.live/]valtrex cost india[/url]
Can I just say what a relief to find somebody who truly knows what theyre talking about on the internet. You positively know find out how to convey a difficulty to mild and make it important. More folks have to learn this and perceive this side of the story. I cant believe youre no more widespread since you undoubtedly have the gift.
where to buy amoxicillin purchase amoxicillin 500 mg amoxicillin 500mg capsules price
[url=https://arimidexanastrozole.quest/]arimidex over the counter[/url]
Very good blog. Really Great.
[url=http://genericviagratabletsbuy.quest/]where to get viagra tablets[/url]
When things get worse in your life never hesitate to ask for help.
Approach them immediately. Addiction does deserve recovery.
[url=http://hydroxychloroquine.network/]plaquenil oct[/url]
[url=http://permethrinelimite.monster/]elimite cost[/url]
how to enhance viagra effects viagra before and after photos how to enhance viagra effects
[url=http://diclofenacvoltaren.monster/]voltaren tablets 50mg[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinif.quest/]buy ivermectin uk[/url]
[url=https://cialisbuying.quest/]tadalafil[/url]
[url=https://bestcialis40mgonline.quest/]tadalafil cheap online[/url]
Very neat blog post. Cool.
[url=https://onlineviagra200pill.monster/]prescription for viagra[/url]
I value the blog article.Really thank you! Really Great.
CBD Pet Tincture https://www.patchadam.com/collections/cbd-edibles
[url=http://ampicillinacillin.quest/]ampicillin 250 mg caps[/url]
[url=http://orderviagradrugnoprescription.quest/]buy viagra in singapore[/url]
[url=http://orderviagra150mg.quest/]generic viagra 2017[/url]
[url=http://mebendazole.sale/]vermox 100mg price[/url]
cialis 20 mg duration canadian pharmacy cialis 20mg buy cialis online canada
[url=http://buyingbestviagratablet.quest/]viagra without presc[/url]
[url=http://viagra50mgtablets.monster/]sildenafil no prescription[/url]
All CBD Edibles https://royalcbd.com/cbd-gummies/
What an amazing journey! I really loved the treatment provided here.
This is a great place because they gave you the right care.
This is the perfect spot for those who are addicted to drugs.
This is truly recommended!
[url=http://viagrapillsforsaleonline.quest/]buy real viagra online usa[/url]
I have noticed that of all types of insurance, medical insurance is the most questionable because of the discord between the insurance plan company’s necessity to remain afloat and the buyer’s need to have insurance coverage. Insurance companies’ earnings on well being plans are very low, thus some providers struggle to gain profits. Thanks for the suggestions you share through this web site.
[url=http://cheapviagra50tab.quest/]over the counter viagra online[/url]
[url=https://genericcialis40tabs.monster/]cialis soft[/url]
[url=https://orderviagra200cost.quest/]prescription viagra online canada[/url]
They have been a huge support system in my recovery. All the staff here are very kind, caring, and helpful.
I highly recommend their services if you need some help
staying on track.
[url=https://onlinecialistabwithnorx.monster/]tadalafil generic lowest price[/url]
[url=https://cialisktabs.com/]buy cialis online now[/url]
[url=https://propranololinderal.monster/]propranolol medicine[/url]
[url=https://fluconazolediflucan.monster/]diflucan pill uk[/url]
[url=https://finasteride.email/]finasteride 5mg coupon[/url]
[url=https://lioresal.online/]baclofen cost uk[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinwb.quest/]ivermectin 1 cream generic[/url]
[url=https://prednisone.best/]order prednisone without prescription fast shipping[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinuf.monster/]where to get ivermectin[/url]
Thanks a ton for your post. I’d like to say that the price of car insurance varies widely from one insurance policy to another, given that there are so many different issues which play a role in the overall cost. For instance, the model and make of the car or truck will have a huge bearing on the cost. A reliable aged family car or truck will have a lower priced premium when compared to a flashy performance car.
[url=http://lioresal.online/]baclofen 024 pill[/url]
[url=http://synthroidlevothyroxine.quest/]cost of synthroid 88 mcg[/url]
[url=https://priligydapoxetine.monster/]dapoxetine 100 mg[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinwd.monster/]buy ivermectin for humans australia[/url]
[url=https://cialisbestdrugpharmacy.monster/]tadalafil online sale[/url]
[url=https://cialis5mgbestprice.monster/]cheap cialis[/url]
[url=https://genericcialis10withnorx.monster/]cialis tablets 20mg price in india[/url]
[url=http://ordercialistablets.monster/]buy tadalafil online uk[/url]
[url=http://viagra150mgprice.quest/]generic viagra online europe[/url]
Say, you got a nice blog.Really looking forward to read more.
[url=https://buyinggenericviagra100.quest/]cheap viagra from mexico[/url]
[url=https://genericviagra200mgtab.monster/]brand viagra[/url]
[url=http://cheapcialis40withnoprescription.monster/]cialis 5mg canadian pharmacy[/url]
[url=http://cheapviagra200withnorx.quest/]how to buy viagra online safely in india[/url]
[url=https://viagradrugwithnorx.quest/]online viagra best[/url]
[url=https://viagraonlinemedicationforsaleonline.quest/]can i buy viagra in canada[/url]
[url=https://cialistabsrx.monster/]us pharmacy cialis[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinrz.quest/]stromectol uk[/url]
[url=http://onlinecialis5prescription.quest/]cialis online fast[/url]
[url=http://viagrautabs.shop/]over the counter viagra in usa[/url]
[url=http://ycialis.quest/]generic cialis singapore[/url]
[url=http://cheapcialismedicineforsaleonline.monster/]chewing up viagra[/url]
[url=http://buycialis40tablets.quest/]can i buy cialis without a prescription[/url]
[url=http://bestcialis40mgpill.quest/]cialis 2019[/url]
[url=https://viagraotc.shop/]sildenafil 50mg uk[/url]
[url=https://buyviagra150mglowcost.monster/]sildenafil 50 mg tablet cost[/url]
Thanks a lot for sharing this with all folks you really know what you’re talking about! Bookmarked. Please also talk over with my web site =). We may have a link alternate agreement among us!
I have learned a number of important things as a result of your post. I’d also like to state that there may be situation where you will make application for a loan and do not need a co-signer such as a U.S. Student Support Loan. But when you are getting credit through a standard banker then you need to be prepared to have a co-signer ready to make it easier for you. The lenders can base their own decision using a few factors but the main one will be your credit ratings. There are some creditors that will likewise look at your work history and make a decision based on that but in many instances it will depend on your report.
[url=https://cheapviagra200mgtablets.quest/]buy viagra online new zealand[/url]
[url=http://viagraotc.shop/]generic viagra online canadian[/url]
[url=http://orderviagradrugwithnoprescription.monster/]buy viagra tablet online india[/url]
The staff and folks who are in the program couldn’t be more sensitive.
They truly get what we are going through and always
treat their clients greatly.
[url=https://viagramedicationrx.monster/]where to buy sildenafil usa[/url]
[url=http://cheapviagra200mgtablets.quest/]viagra in mexico cost[/url]
[url=https://genericviagra100withoutprescription.quest/]online viagra cost[/url]
[url=https://clomid.email/]clomid 2017[/url]
[url=https://amoxicillin.cyou/]clarithromycin amoxicillin[/url]
A most helpful place to go if you’re struggling with opiate addiction!
[url=https://singulairmontelukast.monster/]price of singulair 5mg[/url]
[url=https://propecia.agency/]propecia canadian pharmacy[/url]
[url=https://lyrica.monster/]lyrica tablets for sale[/url]
[url=http://ivermectinvl.quest/]ivermectin otc[/url]
[url=https://vardenafil.cyou/]vardenafil australia[/url]
[url=http://cialiscpills.com/]cialis how to get[/url]
[url=http://ivermectinar.quest/]stromectol tablets 3 mg[/url]
[url=https://zoloft.cyou/]5mg zoloft generic pill[/url]
[url=https://drospirenoneyasmin.monster/]yasmin generics[/url]
[url=http://mebendazole.live/]vermox for sale uk[/url]
[url=https://amitriptylineelavil.monster/]amitriptyline 40 mg[/url]
[url=http://zoloft.cyou/]zoloft online no prescription[/url]
[url=http://indomethacin.quest/]buy indocin[/url]
[url=http://elimiteacticin.quest/]buy elimite cream online[/url]
[url=http://vermoxtabs.online/]vermox mebendazole[/url]
[url=https://quetiapineseroquel.quest/]seroquel 600[/url]
[url=http://clopidogrel.live/]drug plavix 75 mg[/url]
[url=http://methocarbamol.monster/]robaxin south africa[/url]
I truly appreciate this article post.Much thanks again. Really Cool.
[url=http://sildenafilatabs.com/]sildenafil canada cost[/url]
[url=https://diclofenacvoltaren.quest/]voltaren 1.5[/url]
[url=https://propecia.shop/]buying propecia in mexico[/url]
[url=http://modafinil.world/]modafinil over the counter usa[/url]
[url=https://trimoxamoxicillin.quest/]cost of amoxicillin in uk[/url]
I抳e learn some just right stuff here. Certainly worth bookmarking for revisiting. I surprise how a lot attempt you place to make the sort of great informative web site.
[url=http://propecia.agency/]propecia pills uk[/url]
[url=https://modafinil.world/]modafinil 10 mg[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinic.quest/]india ivermectin[/url]
[url=http://zithromax.cyou/]zithromax z-pak[/url]
[url=http://propecia.cyou/]propecia 1mg nz[/url]
[url=http://albuterolventolin.monster/]ventolin cost uk[/url]
[url=https://yasmindrospirenone.monster/]yasmin online purchase[/url]
cheapest cialis india soft gel cialis viagra cialis levitra
[url=https://sildenafiljtab.com/]buy sildenafil online europe[/url]
[url=https://ivermectingf.monster/]covid ivermectin[/url]
[url=http://zofranondansetron.monster/]generic zofran coupon[/url]
[url=https://clopidogrel.live/]how much is plavix medication[/url]
[url=https://lyrica.cyou/]lyrica 50[/url]
[url=http://sildenafilatabs.com/]where to buy sildenafil usa[/url]
[url=http://bestviagradrugwithoutprescription.monster/]where to get viagra[/url]
[url=https://viagrasale.shop/]cheap viagra generic 100mg[/url]
[url=https://buycialis20cost.monster/]cealis from canada[/url]
Im grateful for the blog post.Much thanks again. Keep writing.
I learned so much there. They can cope with life.
They’ve set me up for success with a boatload of tools
and big thanks for the team they have supported
me with my recovery. It was amazing. Thanks.
The staff here is awesome, they listen to you, unlike work care occupational health in our city.
[url=http://viagra100mgnoprescription.quest/]viagra low price[/url]
[url=http://bestviagraorderonline.quest/]viagra online united states[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinoo.monster/]buy ivermectin cream for humans[/url]
[url=http://cheapviagra150mgprice.quest/]viagra substitutes[/url]
[url=https://bestviagranorx.quest/]sildenafil citrate tablets 100 mg[/url]
[url=http://viagratabletswithnoprescription.quest/]viagra pills from india[/url]
[url=https://orderviagratabletnoprescription.quest/]sildenafil 100mg online india[/url]
[url=https://viagrabesttabsshop.quest/]sildenafil 20 mg online pharmacy[/url]
[url=https://orderviagra100bestprice.monster/]sildenafil 100mg generic mexico[/url]
where to buy cialis in canada where to buy cialis online cialis and melanoma
[url=https://genericcialispillorder.quest/]cialis 5 mg online[/url]
I value the blog.Really thank you!
[url=https://cialisbestdrugdrugstore.quest/]tadalafil tablets india[/url]
[url=https://cheapcialismedicineforsale.monster/]cialis online discount[/url]
[url=http://ordergenericcialis5.quest/]buy generic cialis online us pharmacy[/url]
[url=https://cheapcialis10online.quest/]cialis daily cheap[/url]
[url=https://ordercialistabletrx.quest/]cialis tablets canada[/url]
[url=https://cialisytabs.shop/]cost of prescription cialis[/url]
[url=https://buyviagramedicinerx.quest/]sildenafil citrate vs viagra[/url]
[url=https://viagracheap.shop/]buy viagra soft tabs online[/url]
[url=https://drugstorecialis.quest/]cialis 10mg tablets price[/url]
[url=https://sildenafil.bid/]sildenafil online prescription[/url]
[url=https://elavil.monster/]where to buy amitriptyline[/url]
[url=https://sildenafilotabs.com/]sildenafil price 100mg[/url]
[url=https://minipressprazosin.quest/]prazosin 2 mg capsule[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinsq.quest/]ivermectin price uk[/url]
[url=https://prazosin.live/]prazosin bph[/url]
[url=http://innopranpropranolol.quest/]propranolol 80 mg price[/url]
[url=https://sildenafildtabs.com/]sildenafil in mexico[/url]
[url=https://zanaflex.today/]zanaflex 4mg capsule price[/url]
[url=http://cytotecmisoprostol.monster/]misoprostol australia[/url]
ivermectin injectable dosage for horses ivermectin price in india stromectol 6 mg tablet
[url=https://sumycintetracycline.quest/]tetracycline purchase[/url]
I think this is a real great post.Thanks Again. Want more.
[url=https://biaxin.live/]biaxin cost canada[/url]
[url=https://quetiapine.quest/]seroquel iv[/url]
[url=https://stratteraatomoxetine.monster/]strattera 40 mg[/url]
[url=https://terramycintetracycline.monster/]terramycin powder for bees[/url]
[url=https://vpxlpill.monster/]vpxl for sale[/url]
[url=http://venlafaxine.quest/]effexor xr 150[/url]
[url=https://triamterene.live/]triamterene weight loss[/url]
[url=https://albendazolealbenza.monster/]albendazole coupon[/url]
[url=https://minipressprazosin.quest/]prazosin 2mg cost[/url]
[url=https://lisinopril.world/]lisinopril 20mg pill[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinay.monster/]ivermectin oral[/url]
[url=https://biaxin.live/]biaxin 500 mg[/url]
[url=http://tadalafil.cyou/]tadalafil 5mg india[/url]
[url=https://feldenepiroxicam.monster/]piroxicam capsule 20mg[/url]
[url=http://augmentinamoxicillin.quest/]augmentin 800[/url]
[url=https://zestril.online/]generic zestril[/url]
[url=https://tadalafilltabs.com/]tadalafil 5 mg[/url]
[url=http://budecortbudesonide.quest/]budesonide 3 mg price india[/url]
[url=https://orlistat.today/]xenical cost in south africa[/url]
[url=https://ivermectingy.quest/]cost of ivermectin 3mg tablets[/url]
[url=https://cytotecmisoprostol.monster/]where to get cytotec pills in south africa[/url]
I really liked your blog post.Thanks Again. Much obliged.
[url=https://tadalafil.cyou/]tadalafil prices canada[/url]
[url=http://dyreniumtriamterene.quest/]triamterene 37.5mg hctz 25mg[/url]
[url=http://doxycycline.tech/]doxycycline tablets canada[/url]
[url=http://albendazolealbenza.monster/]albendazole order online[/url]
ivermectin for pig lice ivermectin for pregnant goats ivermectin dose
[url=http://dyreniumtriamterene.quest/]triamterene-hctz 75-50mg tab[/url]
[url=http://cheapcialistabletwithoutprescription.quest/]tadalafil 20mg no prescription[/url]
I truly appreciate this blog post.Really looking forward to read more. Really Great.
[url=https://genericviagratabnoprescription.monster/]buy viagra medicine online india[/url]
[url=http://buycialis5bestprice.monster/]cialis over the counter europe[/url]
[url=https://bestcialisforsaleonline.monster/]tadalafil prices 5mg[/url]
[url=https://buyviagratabsrx.quest/]generic sildenafil soft tabs[/url]
[url=https://buycialis20mg.monster/]cialis australia[/url]
[url=http://genericcialiswithnoprescription.quest/]buy cialis online nz[/url]
[url=https://onlinecialistabletforsale.monster/]cialis over the counter south africa[/url]
[url=https://salecialis.quest/]tadalafil for sale without prescription[/url]
[url=http://bestviagratabsorderonline.monster/]viagra online fast delivery[/url]
[url=https://genericcialistabsnorx.quest/]buy cialis australia[/url]
[url=https://genericcialiswithnoprescription.quest/]tadalafil soft gelatin capsules[/url]
[url=https://onlinecialistabwithoutrx.quest/]once a day cialis[/url]
[url=https://onlinecialistabletprescription.monster/]cialis online buy[/url]
[url=https://bestcialis40mgnoprescription.quest/]generic tadalafil cost[/url]
[url=http://viagra50mgbestprice.quest/]viagra 100mg price in usa[/url]
[url=http://genericcialistabprescription.monster/]cialis online without prescription[/url]
[url=https://ordercialistabwithoutrx.quest/]cialis pill 5mg[/url]
[url=https://cheapcialisdrugwithnoprescription.quest/]compare generic cialis prices[/url]
[url=http://bestviagra150tablet.monster/]cheap sildenafil 100[/url]
[url=http://cheapviagra150mgnoprescription.monster/]generic viagra otc[/url]
[url=https://genericcialis20mgtabs.monster/]rx tadalafil tablets 10 mg[/url]
[url=https://genericonlinecialis.monster/]cialis online canadian pharmacy[/url]
[url=http://bestcialis20mgtabs.monster/]cialis levitra[/url]
[url=https://cialisbesttabletdrugstore.monster/]cialis canada 40mg[/url]
[url=http://bestcialisforsaleonline.monster/]cialis 75 mg[/url]
cialis lower blood pressure cialis cheap buy cialis paypal payment canada
[url=http://bestcialistabletsorderonline.quest/]cialis online prescription order[/url]
[url=http://ordercheapviagra50mg.quest/]viagra no prescription online[/url]
[url=http://onlineviagra150mgpills.monster/]online pharmacy viagra prescription[/url]
[url=http://cialisorderonline.monster/]cialis online[/url]
[url=http://ivermectinuz.quest/]generic ivermectin cream[/url]
what kind of dog treats can i use to put cbd oil in
I value the article post.Much thanks again. Cool.
[url=https://cialisgenericpillonlinedrugstore.quest/]cialis 20 mg price canada[/url]
[url=https://onlinecialis10tab.monster/]where to get cialis over the counter[/url]
Has anybody visited CT Vapors & E-Cigs? 😉
[url=https://onlineviagra200withnoprescription.monster/]female viagra tablets price in india[/url]
[url=http://ordercialis5mgtablets.monster/]rx tadalafil[/url]
[url=http://bestcialismedicineforsaleonline.quest/]cialis price mexico[/url]
[url=https://lyrica.online/]lyrica 75 mg price south africa[/url]
[url=http://esomeprazole.quest/]how to get nexium[/url]
[url=http://atenololtenormin.monster/]atenolol 100[/url]
Fantastic article. Really Cool.
[url=https://tadalafildtabs.com/]fast delivery tadalafil[/url]
[url=https://tretinoin.cyou/]tretinoin 10 mg soft capsules[/url]
[url=https://doxycycline.business/]oral doxycycline[/url]
Hey, thanks for the blog.Really looking forward to read more. Keep writing.
[url=https://ivermectinry.monster/]where to get ivermectin[/url]
[url=http://ivermectinch.monster/]ivermectin for covid[/url]
[url=http://finasteride.wtf/]finasteride prescription online[/url]
[url=http://drospirenone.monster/]buy yasmin usa[/url]
[url=https://ivermectinqe.quest/]ivermectin 90 mg[/url]
canadian cialis reviews Swhhcymn cialis canada online
[url=https://lisinopril.works/]lisinopril australia[/url]
[url=http://flomax.cyou/]flomax drug[/url]
[url=https://azithromycin.golf/]azithromycin prescription online[/url]
Very good blog post. Really Great.
[url=http://venlafaxineeffexor.monster/]effexor uk[/url]
[url=http://tretinoin.cyou/]tretinoin otc[/url]
[url=https://noroxin.monster/]flomax australia[/url]
[url=http://doxycycline.business/]doxycycline 200 mg capsules[/url]
[url=http://trental.monster/]trental 400 mg online india[/url]
[url=https://abilifyaripiprazole.monster/]abilify compare[/url]
[url=https://amoxicillin.network/]amoxicillin prescription[/url]
Very neat blog article.
I really like and appreciate your post.Really thank you!
[url=https://metoprolollopressor.monster/]lopressor iv[/url]
[url=https://tizanidinezanaflex.monster/]buy generic zanaflex[/url]
[url=https://hydroxychloroquineplaquenil.online/]quineprox kratom chloroquine[/url]
[url=https://onlinedrugstore.cyou/]pharmacy online australia free shipping[/url]
[url=https://bactrimtrimethoprimsulfamethoxazole.quest/]bactrim 480[/url]
[url=http://lisinopril.business/]lisinopril 20 mg canadian pharmacy[/url]
[url=http://celebrexcelecoxib.quest/]purchase celebrex[/url]
[url=http://doxycycline.bond/]cheap doxy[/url]
[url=https://propecia.solutions/]where to buy propecia in singapore[/url]
[url=https://yasmindrospirenone.quest/]yasmin garcia[/url]
Its like you read my mind! You appear to know a lot about this, like you wrote the book in it or something. I think that you can do with a few pics to drive the message home a bit, but instead of that, this is great blog. A fantastic read. I will certainly be back.
[url=http://esomeprazole.quest/]best price for nexium 40 mg[/url]
[url=http://metoprolollopressor.monster/]discount lopressor[/url]
[url=http://viagrawtabs.com/]buy generic viagra professional[/url]
Great, thanks for sharing this article.Much thanks again. Keep writing.
[url=https://ivermectinch.monster/]ivermectin 3mg price[/url]
Thanks a lot for the blog.Really thank you!
[url=https://amoxicillin.digital/]amoxicillin 500g capsules[/url]
[url=https://prednisone.email/]prednisone discount[/url]
[url=https://prednisone.guru/]how much is prednisone[/url]
doxycycline 300 mg can i buy doxycycline over the counter can i buy doxycycline online
[url=http://ivermectinov.quest/]stromectol usa[/url]
[url=http://tetracyclinesumycin.monster/]tetracycline hcl[/url]
[url=https://metronidazoleflagyl.monster/]buy generic flagyl online[/url]
Thanks-a-mundo for the blog article.Thanks Again. Much obliged.
I loved your post. Really Cool.
[url=https://noroxin.quest/]flomax prescription online[/url]
Howdy! This post couldn’t be written any better! Reading this post reminds me of my old room mate! He always kept chatting about this. I will forward this article to him. Fairly certain he will have a good read. Thank you for sharing!
[url=https://viagrawtabs.com/]cheap viagra fast delivery[/url]
[url=http://celebrexcelecoxib.quest/]how to order celebrex online[/url]
Terrific work! This is the type of info that should be shared around the internet. Shame on the search engines for not positioning this post higher! Come on over and visit my website . Thanks =)
[url=http://ivermectinbk.quest/]buy ivermectin online[/url]
Awesome post.Thanks Again. Cool.
Thanks again for the article.Really looking forward to read more.
[url=http://ivermectinml.quest/]ivermectin coronavirus[/url]
Thanks for the suggestions shared on the blog. Yet another thing I would like to express is that weight reduction is not supposed to be about going on a celebrity diet and trying to lose as much weight as you can in a few months. The most effective way to lose weight is by taking it slowly and using some basic tips which can make it easier to make the most from your attempt to slim down. You may learn and be following most of these tips, although reinforcing information never does any damage.
As a Newbie, I am continuously exploring online for articles that can aid me. Thank you
I really enjoy the blog article.Thanks Again. Really Cool.
[url=http://finasteridepropecia.monster/]propecia online no prescription[/url]
[url=https://doxycycline.business/]buy doxycycline tablets 100mg[/url]
[url=https://silagrasildenafil.quest/]silagra 100 mg for sale[/url]
purchase amoxicillin online without prescription buy amoxicillin 500mg amoxicillin 500 mg online
[url=http://lisinopril.works/]buy lisinopril 20 mg online uk[/url]
Awesome blog post.Thanks Again. Fantastic.
[url=http://lyrica.online/]lyrica prescription[/url]
An additional issue is that video gaming became one of the all-time most important forms of entertainment for people of every age group. Kids have fun with video games, and adults do, too. The actual XBox 360 is among the favorite games systems for folks who love to have hundreds of video games available to them, in addition to who like to learn live with others all over the world. Thanks for sharing your thinking.
I am so grateful for your post.Much thanks again.
[url=http://metronidazoleflagyl.monster/]cost of flagyl[/url]
[url=https://viagrahtabs.com/]viagra pharmacy over the counter[/url]
[url=http://hydroxychloroquineplaquenil.online/]plaquenil 200 mg tablet[/url]
[url=https://onlinedrugstore.cyou/]online pharmacy no presc uk[/url]
[url=https://celebrexcelecoxib.quest/]celebrex pill[/url]
[url=http://atenololtenormin.monster/]tenormin coupon[/url]
Fantastic blog. Really Cool.
Major thanks for the blog article.Much thanks again. Cool.
[url=http://doxycycline.business/]can i purchase doxycycline over the counter[/url]
[url=https://atenololtenormin.monster/]atenolol 50 mg pill[/url]
[url=https://lisinopril.business/]lisinopril 20 mg[/url]
[url=https://celebrexcelecoxib.quest/]best price celebrex 200 mg[/url]
[url=http://venlafaxineeffexor.monster/]effexor 112.5[/url]
[url=http://esomeprazolenexium.quest/]nexium 10 mg coupon[/url]
[url=http://lipitoratorvastatin.quest/]lipitor 40 mg price australia[/url]
[url=http://ivermectinqe.quest/]purchase stromectol online[/url]
[url=https://flomax.cyou/]flomax price comparison[/url]
I appreciate you sharing this article.Really looking forward to read more. Will read on…
[url=http://viagrantabs.quest/]buy viagra australia online[/url]
[url=https://viagrantabs.quest/]where to buy viagra cheap[/url]
[url=http://azithromycin.life/]zithromax online canada[/url]
[url=http://ivermectink.com/]ivermectin cream 1%[/url]
Has anyone ever been to Ecig Vapor Juice Store Ecig Shop located in 902B W 23rd Street?
[url=http://ivermectink.com/]buy stromectol pills[/url]
[url=http://sildenafil2022.com/]sildenafil 100mg for sale[/url]
I really liked your blog. Awesome.
[url=https://ivermectink.com/]stromectol prices[/url]
[url=http://zolofttab.com/]zoloft 100mg pill[/url]
I carry on listening to the rumor speak about receiving boundless online grant applications so I have been looking around for the finest site to get one. Could you advise me please, where could i get some?
[url=http://sildenafil2022.com/]sildenafil in mexico[/url]
[url=https://zolofttab.com/]zoloft 200 mg daily[/url]
prednisone pills 10 mg prednisone best price 1 mg prednisone daily
[url=http://zolofttab.com/]zoloft 100mg price in usa[/url]
[url=http://modafiniltab.com/]buy modafinil nz[/url]
[url=http://viagrantabs.quest/]how to buy female viagra online[/url]
[url=https://sildenafil2022.com/]sildenafil buy nz[/url]
[url=http://ivermectink.com/]ivermectin cream cost[/url]
[url=http://modafiniltab.com/]modafinil coupon[/url]
Whoa! This blog looks exactly like my old one! It’s on a entirely different topic but it has pretty much the same page layout and design. Great choice of colors!
Hi there! I know this is kinda off topic but I was wondering which blog platform are you using for this website? I’m getting tired of WordPress because I’ve had problems with hackers and I’m looking at alternatives for another platform. I would be great if you could point me in the direction of a good platform.
[url=https://sildenafil2022.com/]sildenafil citrate sublingual[/url]
[url=https://clomid.xyz/]clomid medication[/url]
[url=http://azithromycin.life/]azithromycin without rx[/url]
[url=https://clomid.xyz/]buying clomid uk[/url]
I have witnessed that smart real estate agents everywhere are warming up to FSBO Advertising and marketing. They are realizing that it’s more than simply placing a sign post in the front area. It’s really with regards to building associations with these retailers who someday will become purchasers. So, after you give your time and effort to supporting these vendors go it alone — the “Law associated with Reciprocity” kicks in. Interesting blog post.
[url=http://zolofttab.com/]buy zoloft 20 mg[/url]
[url=http://propecia.fun/]generic propecia price[/url]
[url=http://clomid.xyz/]clomid price australia[/url]
[url=http://vardenafiltabs.com/]vardenafil 10mg tablets[/url]
woh I am lucky to find this website through google.
[url=http://lisinoprilx.com/]2 lisinopril[/url]
[url=https://divermectin.com/]buy ivermectin online[/url]
[url=https://vardenafiltabs.com/]buy vardenafil from india[/url]
[url=https://prednisone.shop/]order prednisone on line[/url]
[url=http://atrazodone.com/]how much is trazodone[/url]
[url=http://viagrantabs.quest/]order viagra online canadian pharmacy[/url]
[url=http://atrazodone.com/]trazodone hcl 50mg[/url]
[url=https://propecia.fun/]buy propecia cheap[/url]
amoxicillin 250 mg capsule amoxicillin 500 tablet amoxicillin buy no prescription
[url=http://viagrai.monster/]cheap viagra prescription[/url]